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response 18 of 245:
| Sep 14 12:15:21 UTC 1994 |
Well I'll blurt it out... Shit... I can't avoid it.
Saturday I overdosed on some tranquilizers.
Ok... everyone... forgive me... i knew I kept saying I wanted it
kept secret... but all these remarks from people who don't
know about it... WELL it's all driving me crazy.
I can handle all of whatever anyone has to say about what I did, but I can't
handle the innocent remarks people make w/o knowing what's been going on...
I know I really shouldn't be telling you all this... and please..
don't call me suicidal... I'm not. I was just hurting and made a poor call for
help. I'm getting that help now... so hopefully we can all leave it at that...
and I won't have to go nuts when people speak w/o knowing where I've been. re
the last response... yes i wish i'd be able to learn from others but my whole
life has been one of making my own mistakes and making my own way of learning
from them. Anyhow... feel free to preach, criticize, sympathize... whatever...
I just want to get it all behind me and see an end to all the uninformed
remarks... note... the last response i am not attempting to call uninformed...
i'm speaking mostly about a trend in party... thats all... the trend that all
us partiers tend to judge the others there w/o walking a mile in their shoes...
we should stop... cuz god perish the thought any other human would have to go
through what i did last saturday...god perish the thought that one should hurt
so bad they should have to feel like they need to do something stupid to stop
hurting... oh hell... i can see this has turned into another bit of going over
the edge... oh well... most of you never met me anyhow... :) I hope everyone
can forgive me for Saturday... and more so for blabbing to you about it. I
know nobody needs to hear it.
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