gerund
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response 188 of 1269:
| Dec 29 23:37:36 UTC 1994 |
I think we ARE discussing the exact same thing Sunny: RESPECT
The thing I don't think you are seeing is that when YOU blow others
off it's fine but when they do it to you it's not.
THAT is what I think you are missing.
I've admitted I was wrong.
You're not going to admit anything.
I was NOT given many chances, I was given a guilt trip.
What about, "Oh, you're the ONLY one who can DO this for us, Gerald?"
Until today I wouldn't STAND for my convictions because I wasn't
secure enough in them. Today if you'd have asked me to get you
alcohol I'd have said fat chance.
I was more afraid I was going to lose you as a friend if I didn't
do exactly what you wanted. You may have not put
direct pressure on me to feel that way, but you were quite
good at doing it subtlely.
All I'm looking for is an admittal that you were as WRONG as I was
in doing a LOT of things. I don't expect to get it.
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