gerund
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response 181 of 1269:
| Dec 29 16:18:14 UTC 1994 |
Sigh.
It appears the more I try to do what I think is the right thing to do
the more I rip friendships up, the more I give people reason to dislike
me, and the more I'm accused of self-pity and, for lack of a kinder
term, being a child.
Yeah, that's oversimplified, yeah obviously I didn't do the right
thing Christmas night, yeah I blew a HELL of a lot. Somehow I
do not think I am the only one. I really *AM* tired of being told
I'm the only one with a problem here. Oh YES, I have problems.
Others do too, but it seems others are more concerned with making me
feel worse. Gee, haven't they already said I do more
than a good job of that myself. Then why must they hurt me too?
Well, a friend refered me to someone to get some help with my
life. Despite what certain others believe about me, I'm going
to get that help.
As for the people involved, directly, indirectly, or otherwise...
I'm damn sorry.
I don't have any answers. I'm going to find some.
I suggest everyone else move on.
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