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Nov 23 20:39 UTC 2003

resp:59 - heh. I dont even know what a panaderia is. 

Gearing up for Turkey Day-

The holidays always make me feel more single than usual. I love 
spending time with my family but it annoys me that yet again, I am 
showing up to the family dinner alone. This year, the only other single 
people will be my widowed grandmother, my spinster aunt and my 8 year 
old cousin. 

OH well. This holiday is not supposed to be one where we focus on what 
we DON'T have. It is supposed to be one where we focus on what we DO 
have. I have to admit that I have quite a lot. 

For one thing, I have a large family to have dinner with in the first 
place. It would really suck to be single and NOT have a family dinner 
to go to. I have a lot of friends who really really love me. So even 
though no one is "in love" with me, it isnt as if there is a lack of 
love in my life. 

So, for the next few days, my goal is to focus on what I *have* rather 
than what I dont have.