Grex Oldcoop Conference

Item 106: Understanding the Undulating Undeletion Proposals

Entered by janc on Thu Feb 5 04:57:15 2004:

A week ago I thought it might be useful to enter an item giving a concise
analysis of the two item undeletion proposals now being considered.
Unfortunately, the vote happens to have occured while I am up to my gills
with work to do, and I haven't been able to find time to finish it until
now, when only a few days are left to the vote.  I also haven't had time
to read the last few weeks of discussion.  I imagine it is voluminous 
and exhausting, and the number of peripheral issues and sideshows has
risen even higher than when I last looked.

So I think I'll go ahead and post what I drafted a week ago: a 
relatively brief discription of the situation and my biased opinion of
the fundamental issue.

BACKGROUND

The proposals being voted on relate to the restoration of two sets of 
items that have been deleted.  The two sets of items in question are
Valerie Mates' Baby Diary and John Perry's divorce item.  Valerie has
been entering her responses to her baby diary, which was linked between
the parenting and femme confereces, for about six years.  Her responses
covered daily details of pregnancy and child rearing.  In his divorce 
item, John Perry gave daily reports of events when his wife left him.
Both sets of items contained many responses from other Grex users.

These items were unusual in that Valerie and John each exposed a lot 
of their private lives in them, and in that nearly all discussion in
them focused on their lives.  At the time these items were entered, 
doing so was something that Valerie and John felt comfortable with,
but for various reasons both of them now want their items to be removed.

Valerie recently discovered that for the last several years, her baby 
diary had been continously parodied on M-Net.  She does not like her life 
being put to such uses, and so prefers to remove the diary from Grex. 
John has come to terms with his divorce, and doesn't want the angry
responses from a period of instability in his life on permanent view. 
He fears that material from those items could someday be used against
him or his son.

Grex has an established policy that any user may delete their own past
posts.  So if these items were restored, then they would be restored
without the posts by Valerie and John.  They would contain only the posts
by other users discussing what they said.  However it would still be
easy to glean much of what Valerie and John said from the other posts
-- especially the most "sensational" parts which would have been the
most discussed.  Neither John nor Valerie feel this would sufficient to
remotely satisfy their concerns.

THE CORE ISSUE 

The core issue that members are being asked to vote on here is whether
the concerns of these two users are sufficient grounds to justify deletion
of the entire items, including responses by other users.

Free speech has been an issue of traditional importance to Grex.
We don't believe in censoring our users.  But censorship comes in many
shades of grey.  Recently, polytarp entered about 100 copies of Plato's
Republic in Grex's agora conference.  These were deleted and nobody was
upset to see them go.  The case we are considering here is not as clear
cut, but obviously not all censorship is equally bad.

Neither of these items were active discussions.  John's divorce item
has not been active for a couple years.  Valerie's most recent baby item
had been frozen for weeks before it was removed, and the others were as
much as five years old.  If their deletion had not been announced, it
could have been a long time before anyone noticed that they were gone.
Furthermore, it is not systematic censorship of any idea, opinion, 
or person that is being proposed here.  If anyone who gave John advice 
in his divorce item wishs to give the same advice again, they are not
being prevented.  If this is censorship, then it is a form of censorship
that does not interfere at all with active discussions.

In the end, it comes down to a question of what values Grex holds highest.
If the most important goal for Grex is to be an uncompromising bastion
against censorship in any form, then you get one answer.  If our goal is
to be a caring community of people, then you get another.  In practice,
we are probably something of each, and we have to find a balance on
a case-by- case basis.  It's a question of how to balance abstract
principles against common courtesy.

Examine the alternatives:

  If the items are restored, they will be restored without Valerie and
  John's posts.  They will be at best the sad, tattered remains of their
  original selves.  But in the wake of this vote, many people will stream
  over to read them anyway, guessing accurately or inaccurately at what
  exactly John and Valerie said about their personal lives years ago.
  Little of true value will have been saved and the concerns of John and
  Valerie would have been utterly ignored, but we will have stood firm
  against censorship.  Valerie will not begin discussing parenting again.
  John will not begin discussing his divorce again.  No discussion will have
  been restored.  From an ideological point of view, this outcome is fine.
  From a personal point of view, it is mean-spirited and petty to retain
  these old details of people's lives on public display against their will
  just to prove a point.

  If the items are not restored, polytarp, jp2 and others will strut
  around in coop for the rest of their lives crowing about how Grex stands
  for censorship.  However, they've already been doing that for years, so
  it won't be much of a change.  These cases will not set a low bar for
  future deletions of items.  Jp2, who is the author of the proposal saying
  that both items should be restored, has also been asking that one of the
  items he started be deleted.  This won't happen unless he too can
  convince more than half the membership that there is some overriding
  reason why it should go.  Members of our community may, however, have
  a sense that their personal concerns will be treated with a modicum of
  respect and sensitivity.

Once upon a time, the founders of Grex decided that instead of a "policy"
conference like the one M-Net has, Grex should have a "coop" conference.
I think that this was intended to convey the idea that the goal of the
conference was not to hammer out a rigid book of rules which could
be blindly followed to run the system, but to serve as a venue for
cooperative decision making.  Grex does not, in fact, have any formal
policy saying whole items cannot be deleted.  Grex has scarcely any formal
policies of any description, and does not want any.  We have a belief in
free speech and we have a belief in community, and we have the freedom
to balance those on a case-by-case basis in a way that makes sense.
I submit that the restoration of these items would make no sense.
157 responses total.

#1 of 157 by happyboy on Thu Feb 5 10:05:31 2004:

restore the items, milquetoast.


#2 of 157 by remmers on Thu Feb 5 12:59:44 2004:

It's not his decision to make, Barely.  The members are voting on it.  :)


#3 of 157 by cyklone on Thu Feb 5 13:00:46 2004:

It would be nice of janc could try to keep up with ongoing discussions rather
than playing the "up to my gills in work" card followed by a rehash of issues
already addressed (and BTW, I've spent the last three days trying to counter
jep's personal BS and obfuscation while fighting a nasty flu, so spare
us the lame excuses).

Anyway, janc misses a few points that must be addressed. He notes that
jep's purported reason for his deletion request is "He fears that material
from those items could someday be used against him or his son." This is
true as far as it goes, which is not very far. I have REPEATEDLY asked jep
for specifics regarding this alleged fear. Jep CONTINUOUSLY REFUSES to
provide any details whatsover, saying at one point "I haven't discussed in
great detail the reasons I think there is risk from those items.  I don't
want to.  More detail about that isn't going to change the discussion." 
(Item 76, #153). Thus, janc is asking readers to support the drastic
implemenation of censorship to satisfy the request of a user who is
himself UNWILLING to provide any meaningful justification for imposing
such a drastic measure. Instead, janc appears to be falling for jep's
clever ploy of implying vague harms to himself or his son, and then
failing to support such claims, while instead allowing those already
predisposed to do a personal favor for a favored person to create their
own worst case scenario that will give them the maximum warm fuzzy to
justify their support of censorship.

If janc weren't personally connected to this dispute, I expect he would
have seen through that intellectual dishonesty almost immediately.
Unfortunately, though, janc is blinded, as seen by his later statement:

"Neither of these items were active discussions.  John's divorce item
 has not been active for a couple years.  Valerie's most recent baby item
 had been frozen for weeks before it was removed, and the others were as
 much as five years old.  If their deletion had not been announced, it
 could have been a long time before anyone noticed that they were gone.
 Furthermore, it is not systematic censorship of any idea, opinion,
 or person that is being proposed here.  If anyone who gave John advice
 in his divorce item wishs to give the same advice again, they are not
 being prevented.  If this is censorship, then it is a form of censorship
 that does not interfere at all with active discussions."

As I have mentioned in other discussions elsewhere (please try to keep up
janc, as it gets really tedious having to go over the same ground over and
over like some neverending game of whack-a-mole) Grex does suffer a harm
regardless of how long the items in question are idle. My recent example
was a new item about divorce posted by someone other than jep. It is quite
possible that at some point in the item jep's item will be mentioned. It
should therefore be available to assist other users facing similar
situations. JEP HIMSELF SAID HE WISHED SUCH AN ITEM EXISTED when he was
going through his divorce. It's a shame janc can't keep his facts
straight. 

It is also disingenuous for him to suggest that even if what jep and
valerie want is censorship (and it most certainly is) it is some sort of
minor or barely harmful censorship, since no one is prevented from
providing similar responses in the future. This certainly begs and
interesting question or two. Does janc honestly believe that all posters
will live forever? Or that someone who posts one year will remain to
re-post five years later? I would suggest the answer to both questions is
no. Janc's "censorship-lite" still results in the removal of text and
viewpoints that (a) could be valuable and (b) are not guaranteed to be
re-entered if a similar situation arises. Of course, hidden in janc's
"argument" is a hidden and unspoken subtext, which suggests that
notwithstanding (a) and (b) there will still be "true grexers" available
to repeat their advice if necessary. Which brings us back to the "my
ball/my playpen/personal favors for favored persons" mentality that is
displayed by some (but thankfully not all) of grex's regular user base. 

Janc's "sad, tattered remains" argument has also been debunked numerous
times (you REALLY need to keep up, dude), and certain posts will remain
valuable regardless of how much else is stripped away. In any case, it
seems kind of odd to argue that by removing their text, jep and valerie
harm the content of their own items so much as to AT THAT POINT justify
censorship of the remaining posts. If you don't see a slippery slope
there you need your head examined.

I realize that I have been spending ridiculous amounts of time trying to
get people like janc and jep to be more honest with us in their arguments.
I realize now, though, that the problem is they cannot be honest with
themselves. How sad. 



#4 of 157 by jep on Thu Feb 5 13:52:22 2004:

Jan, if you read resp:3, you have a pretty good idea of what you've 
missed by not actively following the other 8 or 10 items in which the 
proposals have been discussed.  There has been a great deal of personal 
attack against me from cyklone and jp2.  The statements you see in 
resp:3 are pretty well polished by this point; they've been repeated a 
lot of times; several times per day without any note paid to my 
replies.  I think the rest of Grex is pretty tired of it and has 
stopped reading for the most part.

Except the "golden words" argument; that one is new.  That there was so 
much of great and unduplicable value that we don't dare to delete those 
items; not because of the circumstances, but because future Grexers 
probably won't be as wise as we were a couple of years ago.  We need to 
teach those future Grexers.  Heh.


#5 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 13:58:37 2004:

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#6 of 157 by cyklone on Thu Feb 5 14:43:45 2004:

Yeah, #4 was one of the lowest things yet he has said. It is interesting
how he managed to twist my statement about the value of old posts into a
criticism of new grexers. Especially when JEP HIMSELF commented on the
value of the old posts. 

Jep, I am paying plenty of attention to your replies. I note when you
avoid answering questions. I note when you belatedly answer them and then
claim you thought you answered them before (but hadn't). I note when you
claim I haven't apologized when I have. I note the increase in your claims
of personal attacks the more we press you to be honest and answer the
questions we are asking. I note the way you twist the words of others to
try to make yourself appear more sympathetic. I note the way you sidestep
the issue of censorship by claiming the words of others have no value,
even after you yourself once said they did. I note the hypocrisy in your
statements and I note the utter childishness with which you have conducted
yourself in this discussion. I note your approach, at its core, appears to
be "please do a personal favor for Jep the Victim." 



#7 of 157 by anderyn on Thu Feb 5 14:45:38 2004:

Grow up, jp2. For goodness' sake, insulting jep or janc or anyone else is no
way to get anyone else on your side. It is childish and makes me wonder how
much of this you really mean.


#8 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 14:53:35 2004:

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#9 of 157 by naftee on Thu Feb 5 15:17:41 2004:

Isn't it funny that it's been only janc and valerie who have purposely
ditributed false and/or antiquated information to the GreX public?   I think
they're both involved in a conspiracy to destroy GreX.


#10 of 157 by anderyn on Thu Feb 5 16:00:10 2004:

I would like to know what criminal activity you're speaking about. I didn't
notice anything in item 75 that could be construed as criminal. Not answering
your questions in the explicit mannner you may wish is annoying, but I only
saw "personal attacks" after someone (I think it was you, though I apologize
if I'm wrong here) called him a liar and implied that this was what broke up
his marriage, etc. 

And while I may not be a member right this very minute, did it ever occur to
you that I could wire some money to aruba and become a member before the vote
was over? My vote could very well count if I wished to make it do so. Ticking
off potential voters is not good strategy. Ticking off people in general is
not the best way to come off as the one in the right.  All you have managed
to do is annoy people who might have agreed with you if you hadn't been so
abrasive. Sometimes the medium does matter as much as the message. 


#11 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 16:22:26 2004:

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#12 of 157 by anderyn on Thu Feb 5 16:35:55 2004:

So those people who reposted verbatim comments in the "agora" conference on
m-net are also criminal? In-ter-esting. And yet Bruce was mocked and told he
was being an idiot when he mentioned that he might speak to a lawyer about
it. How fascinating this all is. In a sick train-wreck sort of way.


#13 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 16:45:12 2004:

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#14 of 157 by slynne on Thu Feb 5 16:50:24 2004:

You know what? I hate to say it but I am finding the attacks on jep to 
be kind of mean. Does it really matter exactly why he doesnt want 
personal sensitive information about himself online? I am thinking 
about changing my vote for that reason alone. I mean, unlike a lot of 
people, I dont think it matters much if the items or restored or not 
since the restored items will be useless after having most of the posts 
in them taken out.  I like the idea of people keeping control of their 
own words even if those words are about someone else. But this business 
is getting on my nerves. 



#15 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 16:57:43 2004:

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#16 of 157 by keesan on Thu Feb 5 16:58:45 2004:

I don't want jep to worry about losing his kid because of what he posted, even
if deleting everyone's responses does tread on a few toes.  Jim lost his kids
through divorce because the legal system is not fair and does not even follow
its own rules.  I think it is appropriate to make an exception to free speech
in order to protect jep and little jep from the divorce courts.  Or even to
keep him from worrying about whether postings made by other people about his
state of mind during the divorce might be used against him.  


#17 of 157 by md on Thu Feb 5 17:46:13 2004:

I don't remember anything about his "state of mind" that wasn't par for 
the course with people when relationships end, unfortunately.  It was 
nice to see him rebound from it so quickly.

Re jp2 "caring" about Grex, my impression is that much of what he does 
here is his gleeful way of making Grexers pay attention to him and get 
all in a tizzy over whatever issue he raises.  It is hilarious to watch 
everyone here fall for it, I must confess.  But he is also the sort of 
person who hates to ignored or disagreed with so much that he can't 
just leave it at that.  So what started as a joke, or a taunt, turns 
into a BFD.  After that, he can't help himself.  So yes, I guess you 
could say he does "care," in a certain sense.

Cy is another matter.  Either he cares deeply and sincerely about these 
issues, or else he is doing the best parody of [insert name of your 
favorite old-time querulous bbser here] I've ever seen.


#18 of 157 by jep on Thu Feb 5 17:50:17 2004:

re resp:14: Lynne, I'd appreciate your "yes" vote on my proposal, very 
much.  It may not matter to you (or anyone else) whether those items 
are restored, but it matters a whole lot to me.


#19 of 157 by cyklone on Thu Feb 5 18:08:03 2004:

MD is correct: I care very deeply about allowing the items to remain. I
put a great deal of time, effort and thought into my many posts (using a
pseudo). Jep even specifically mentioned my pseudo as someone who helped
him.  Those words were not just for him, though. They were for anyone who
could benefit from them. I know a great deal about the subject and I do
not want that information to disappear. I very much hope slynne will think
about that before she making any decision about changing her vote. 

In deference to slynne and twila, I will try to tone down the emotional
level of the conversation, while noting that jep himself appears to be
ramping it up in what is apparently a last ditch effort on his part to
prevail. And I do wish some of the other "anti-censors" would focus on the
facts and not the emotions. I do give some of them credit for having made
that distinction already.

As for keesan, I guess I am on her filter so perhaps someone she is not
filtering can reprint this for her: In my "Parodist's Reply" Item
(50-something I believe) I point out the error of using your personal
experience as a yardstick by which to make broader decisions affecting
many people. It is even more risky to use Jim's experience as such a
yardstick. I am quite certain there were many unique aspects of his case
that caused it to come out the way it did. I see very few parallels to
jep's situation. I see absolutely nothing that would cause him to lose his
children if his items were restored minus his own words. Perhaps aaron
will grace us with his quick overview and confirm this as well. Even if he
doesn't, keesan would do well to remember that JEP HIMSELF has said that
his concerns are NOT legal in nature and are NOT related to his divorce
case. 

I would very much appreciate a "no" vote on jep's request so that (1)
others can benefit from the collective wisdom found in his items and (2)
because it is the right thing to do in terms of supporting free and
uncensored speech.


#20 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 18:08:36 2004:

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#21 of 157 by keesan on Thu Feb 5 18:18:46 2004:

I am not filtering cyklone.  


#22 of 157 by cyklone on Thu Feb 5 18:28:15 2004:

Cool!


#23 of 157 by keesan on Thu Feb 5 18:37:08 2004:

I only filter people who are trying to be obnoxious and one who is totally
unconcerned about typing/spelling quality.  I don't filter people for their
opinions.


#24 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 18:48:26 2004:

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#25 of 157 by twinkie on Thu Feb 5 19:04:50 2004:

I think it's funny that she filters tsty.



#26 of 157 by jp2 on Thu Feb 5 19:07:19 2004:

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#27 of 157 by albaugh on Thu Feb 5 19:37:16 2004:

> From a personal point of view, it is mean-spirited and petty to retain
> these old details of people's lives on public display against their will
> just to prove a point.

That's crap.  There may be some here who are using this very serious issue
as an opportunity to be mean, but I reject the notion that wanting the items
restored to the position they would be had valerie and jep acted within the
bounds of what they were allowed to do (i.e. only scribble their own posts)
is "mean-spirited and petty", regardless of how "damaged" the items would be.
I'm not claiming that grex will be permanently damaged if the items aren't
restored or that an irreversible precent has been / would be set.  But to
flatly state that it's either "leave 'em deleted" or "admit mean-spiritedness"
is nothing more than a partisan campaign speech.


#28 of 157 by cyklone on Thu Feb 5 22:00:25 2004:

I agree completely with that last sentence. Very well put.


#29 of 157 by iggy on Thu Feb 5 22:30:36 2004:

hmm
re:0
"They will be but the sad and tattered remains of their original
selves....LITTLE OF TRUE VALUE WILL HAVE BEEN SAVED..."
So the only true and valuable contributors to any conversation are the
ones who started the discussion?

I'd seen comments to both valerie and jep about posting such personal
details on the internet at the time.  If I remember correctly those
cautionary comments were scoffed at.
This is the internet people, it isn't some small closed tightly knit community.

I have no sympathy for someone who laughs at warnings and continues
blundering on their merry way, oblivious and deluded.

You say you didn't care then, but you care NOW?  After feeling the bite or
potential bite of the internet? You were cautioned, but did it anyway.  Any now
you are a crybaby?

What lesson have you learned here?  Just do what you want(post personal
details) in defiance of common sense and other people's concerns because
when it gets out of hand you can just go and obliterate everything that
was ever posted by AND about you?  You don't learn to think.  You won't learn
that actions have consequences.  Just take the easy way out and dont take
responsibility for anything you've posted.


#30 of 157 by keesan on Thu Feb 5 23:19:08 2004:

People are sometimes under so much stress that they are unable to think
straight and they act in such a way that they regret it later.


#31 of 157 by cyklone on Thu Feb 5 23:35:19 2004:

That's what apologies are for.


#32 of 157 by bru on Fri Feb 6 00:09:07 2004:

well, it is nice to know you were willing to look up the law and explain it
to those of us that did not have the time nor inclination.  I am not nor was
I a public figure.  I was never elected to any office.  I did hold a position
in law enforcement, but what was posted here was not done in my professional
employment.

Perhaps you need to go and explain this to thos on M-net who you say violated
the law.


#33 of 157 by naftee on Fri Feb 6 00:11:47 2004:

Try getting someone to apologise to a person they don't like.


#34 of 157 by naftee on Fri Feb 6 00:16:35 2004:

re 26 It's odd, isn't it, that people who either a) filter out responses in
the coop conference [keesan] or b) choose not to participate actively in it
[valerie], still try to write about their opinions and influence other users
even though they're missing half the story.

Actually, it's pretty childish.  Ergo, their responses deserve to be ignored.


#35 of 157 by cyklone on Fri Feb 6 00:17:10 2004:

Trying to "get" someone to apologize is a losing battle. Either the person
who needs to apologize gets it on their own, and has the character to do
it regardless of their feelings, or they don't. It's called "character"
and "maturity." 



#36 of 157 by md on Fri Feb 6 00:17:52 2004:

But, you know, when you act like an asshole toward someone you tend to 
not like them *because* of that.  Otherwise, you have to admit that 
you're an asshole, right?  


#37 of 157 by cyklone on Fri Feb 6 00:23:42 2004:

That's one of the hardest lessons of life to learn. Yes, we are *all* assholes
at some point in life, and true maturity comes from recognizing it, admitting
it to others and apologizing when necessary. 


#38 of 157 by jaklumen on Fri Feb 6 02:52:45 2004:

resp:0 "But in the wake of this vote, many people will stream
  over to read them anyway, guessing accurately or inaccurately at what
  exactly John and Valerie said about their personal lives years ago."
Such is the possibility with restoration... some people are petty and 
drama-hungry.  I think we'd established that earlier.  But in that 
lies the case for care in discretion.  Read on.

resp:29 Ahhh... back to the heart of the matter.  I don't know why we 
aren't discussing this subject more, actually-- but maybe it shouldn't 
be beat to death like we have some previous topics.


#39 of 157 by aruba on Fri Feb 6 03:05:56 2004:

Re #37: Speak for yourself.


#40 of 157 by cyklone on Fri Feb 6 03:40:15 2004:

If you really think you've never been an asshole then I would suggest you
simply lack sufficient self-awareness. Or maybe you're admitting you've
been an asshole but disagree with how to handle it ;) 



#41 of 157 by jp2 on Fri Feb 6 03:58:54 2004:

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#42 of 157 by gelinas on Fri Feb 6 04:04:39 2004:

That's an interesting idea.  An ensign is a commissioned officer, and so
a "public figure", e'en though just graduated from the Academy, but the
Master Chief Petty Officer of the Navy is not.

I find myself once again marveling at jp2's ability to blow smoke.


#43 of 157 by jp2 on Fri Feb 6 04:13:15 2004:

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#44 of 157 by janc on Fri Feb 6 04:15:56 2004:

Right now, logging on to Grex either costs me money or sleep, as
work time and sleep time are the most compressible things I've got.
I'm behind on work and I'm averaging five hours of sleep a night.
This is an important issue to me, but that doesn't mean I have time to
post anywhere near as much as some other people do.  I hope people won't
weigh people's sincerity by their free time.

What is valuable on Grex is active discussions.  I know some people do
read agoras from years ago, but I can't imagine why, unless it's fierce
boredom.  The best items are active items, where you can interact with
other people.  These two sets of items are among the rare items that
retain any interest at all when no longer active, but that interest is
much less than it was at the time.  Further mangle them by deleting key
posts, and I think they can fairly be described as nearly worthless.
Yes, there might be a few sterling words left that were posted by other
people to Valerie's baby diary, but who is going to read through six
years of people responding to deleted responses to find them?  The
damage is done.

I don't know what JEP fears.  I don't remember his items well.
I don't know him well.  I think I've met him two, maybe three times.
If I ran into him on the street, he'd have to introduce himself,
assuming he remembers what I look like.  I respect him as much as it
is possible to respect someone whose fundamental values are frequently
in absolute opposition to mine.  Many of his opinions make my jaw drop.
Doesn't matter.  He's one of ours, and I'm willing to stand up for him.
Heck, I've recently argued against blocking polytarp's IP addresses.
John is much easier.

I wouldn't dare speculate about what he's worried about.  However,
I find it perfectly plausible that a person might be unhappy about
having something like those items lingering around in public.  I don't
need anyone to map out precise risks in gory detail for me to be able
to recognize that this is a more serious and plausible concern than,
say, Jamie's desire to have item 37 deleted.  The shear amount of abuse
John has stood up to here might be taken as a measure of his sincerity.
Does he appear to you to be doing this for fun?

Cyclone (does he have a name?) thinks I should argue with him point
for point for weeks.  Probably he thinks Valerie should be doing that.
Valerie left coop years ago because she was sick and tired of doing that.
She now thinks that was a mistake - she should have left Grex entirely
rather than pretending she could disengage from this endless circular
debate.  Do you really have to sink as much time as John has, and take
as much abuse as John has to be counted as sincere?  Do you have to
restate your position over and over again everytime someone thinks they
have refuted it?

As it happens, nobody has.  My point is that to me, people matter.
I have done a lot of work for Grex and M-Net over the years.  I did
about 1% of it for lofty ideals - really just the ACLU thing, and that
wasn't really for Grex.  I do it for the people here.  For Mark and
Mary and Michael and Joe and John and Larry and Ken and Steve and Eric.
The names have changed over the years.  I did party mostly for Meg and
lots of stuff for Mike.  There's a huge number of software modifications
I could put individual names on, features I implemented because they
would be enjoyed by particular people.  This is what it all means to me.

Probably some response to this is going to say something about
cliquishness.  When you do so, please define the difference between a
clique and a community.

I won't do anything inethical for them, but that's rarely a real issue.
Caring about people *IS* ethical.  To steal a lovely turn of phrase from
Anna Quindlan, an ideology that does not have care for our fellow humans
at its core is like the discarded skin of a cicada - an appearance of the
actual thing with the living being lost from within it.

The claim is being made that the principle of "never delete" is so
important that John and Valerie's feelings must take second place.
To further strengthen this claim attempts are being made to portray them
both as evil people, deserving of any harm they might suffer.  Or if
not that, then to argue that their feelings make no sense - they haven't
presented formal proofs of the validity of their feelings, now have they?
Or if not that, to blame them - they were stupid to ever post this stuff
and if they've gotten smart now, well, it's too late.  When have those
kinds of arguments ever been missing from this kind of debate?

By the way, many of the same people were putting forth the exact same
arguments for why Valerie's feelings can be legitimately ignored when I
challenged the appropriateness of the parody of Valerie's items on M-Net.
The issue has changed but the self defensive dismissal of people's
feelings remains.

I've been arguing that, in fact, feelings are worthy of respect.
That these two sets of items are not so precious as they are being
made out to be, or at least not nearly as infinitely precious as
real live human beings.

The suggestion has been made that my judgement is clouded because I'm
biased.  The notion is that since I care for some people involved my
opinions are tainted, whereas if I only cared about high principles
they would be pure.  That is precisely the point of view that I am
disagreeing with.


#45 of 157 by keesan on Fri Feb 6 04:31:29 2004:

Would it be possible for one or several staff members to look over the
responses of the few people who want them restored (Mary, Cyklone, JP2) and
slightly edit them to omit anything that might reveal the sorts of things jep
did not want to remain online, submit the altered versions of these responses
to both jep and the authors for approval and then restore only those few
responses?  
This is in case it is voted to restore jep's items.  Did I miss anyone who
wants their responses in jep's items put back online?  


#46 of 157 by naftee on Fri Feb 6 04:37:55 2004:

It's a little tough to decide whether or not jep cares more aobut GreX
than valerie.  I'm inclined to lean towards jep because he does have more
guts.


#47 of 157 by twinkie on Fri Feb 6 05:22:25 2004:

re: 45 

(I'm not sure if you've filtered me, but...)

I think revising history is potentially more offensive, and certainly more
dangerous than ourtight censorship. 

It's much too subjective, and it's unfair to make the staff (or any person)
be the arbiter of what is and isn't acceptable.



#48 of 157 by jp2 on Fri Feb 6 10:55:03 2004:

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#49 of 157 by cyklone on Fri Feb 6 11:49:11 2004:

Janc, you toss around phrases like "My point is that to me, people matter"
and later make essentially the same statement about the feelings of others.
Great. So what the hell does that mean? Are you saying that my feelings
*don't* matter, or that you don't consider me a "person" because I think what
Valerie did was appalling? Your phrases are empty of meaning or else you are
subtly implying that some people (valerie and jep) are "more equal" than
others (ie. me). Guess what? You are right back to doing personal favors for
favored persons. If that's your philosophy, fine, but don't expect me, as one
of your "unfavored persons" to sit idly by while you seek favors for those
you prefer at the expense of *MY* words, which contained a tremendous amount
of *MY* thought, time, effort and "feelings." 

The way to balance and give equal treatment to valerie and jep's feelings,
versus mine and others, is to simply permit each of us to exercise
autonomy over our own words. What is so hard to understand and accept
about that? Each of us gets a little something and each of us loses a
little something. That is what life and principled compromise is all
about. I'm sorry you seem to have such difficulty accepting that. 

Keesan: Just so you know, I have already offered to make minor edits to my
posts to delete verbatim quotes. I am not willing to commit to any more and
I do not believe it is appopriate for staff to make editing decisions over
my posts.


#50 of 157 by davel on Fri Feb 6 15:35:59 2004:

Hmm.  A few days ago, I think, I heard a news snippet on the news about the
lawsuit against Snoop Dogg.  A man claimed that his rights were violated
because Dogg used, in a track on a CD, a message left on his answering
machine.  (An earlier decision that the man had no claim was upheld.)

I don't know what planet jp2 lives on, to claim that no one may quote,
without his permission, material he posted in a public forum.  His normal
strategy of argument seems to be that saying something often enough makes
it true, & that citing sections of the law by number makes them somehow
applicable to his claims.  (He's been known to do this in Jellyware, citing
things he himself wrote as evidence supporting himself, of all things.)


#51 of 157 by gull on Fri Feb 6 15:56:29 2004:

Re resp:0: "Little of true value will have been saved and the concerns
of John and Valerie would have been utterly ignored, but we will have
stood firm against censorship. Valerie will not begin discussing
parenting again.  John will not begin discussing his divorce again."

And so, perversely, we'll have encouraged SELF-CENSORSHIP.  It will
create a "chilling effect" on people posting items like that again. 
It's not clear to me that this is a moral victory.


Re resp:14: In fact, it's the incessent personal attacks and cheap shots
against jep that caused me to rethink my original decision to vote
against his proposal.  At first I thought the opposition against him was
logical, but lately it's become obvious that a lot of it is simply a
mean-spirited personal attack.  I don't want to support or encourage that.


I'd also like to point out, in general, that use of words like "crap",
"asshole", and "pussy" is generally unpersuasive and poor debating
technique.  If you use them in your arguments, people are going to
assume you're talking out of your asshole and that your position is crap. ;>


#52 of 157 by jp2 on Fri Feb 6 15:57:35 2004:

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#53 of 157 by janc on Fri Feb 6 16:04:23 2004:

Cyklone says that the he will feel hurt if the postings he made under
an pseudonym two years ago to John's divorce items are not restored.

John says that he will feel hurt if a discussion of the intimate details
of his feelings during his divorce is restored.

While I don't utterly dismiss Cyklone's concerns, I think the suggestion
that Cyklone, or anybody else, has as much at stake in that item as John
does is pretty far-fetched.  If I give more weight to John's argument than
Cyklone's, is that necessarily an indication that I have an unfair bias
toward John?

Maybe Cyklone can try to remember his words of wisdom and say them again
in another item.  John has no such simple option to assuage his concerns
if that item is restored.


#54 of 157 by jp2 on Fri Feb 6 16:42:42 2004:

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#55 of 157 by gull on Fri Feb 6 17:34:16 2004:

I don't think it's been demonstrated that the absence of an couple old
items hurts us all.


#56 of 157 by albaugh on Fri Feb 6 18:10:14 2004:

To me, the biggest issue with this whole affair is HONESTY.  If "grex" - that
being its founders, its baff, its braintrust - simply do not wish to have
documented policies, want to run grex casually / "loosely", do what seems
reasonable on a case-by-case basis, do what is "best for people", that is all
fine.  JUST COME OUT AND SAY SO EXPLICITLY, so that grexers will know what
kind of system they're using.

P.S. And please don't say that stating that "grex has no / few policies" is
itself a policy statement you don't wish to codify or post.  :-)


#57 of 157 by cyklone on Fri Feb 6 19:41:33 2004:

Re #56: All good points

Re #55 and #51: As I mentioned elsewhere, I apologized for the name-calling
and intend to re-focus my discussion on the issues at hand. I worry you may
not however. To say "I don't think it's been demonstrated that the absence
of an couple old items hurts us all" misses the point I made to janc
yesterday. Do not assume that a given post can be replicated when the next
time it is needed rolls around. Users can die or stop logging on for many
reasons. One of the reasons I keep coming back to grex despite the
incredibly annoying attitudes of certain users is because there is a
COLLECTIVE wisdom that far exceeds the sum of the individuals. When you
begin to make value judgments such the one of yours I just quoted, then I
think you are way out on a limb. You're perception of the value of a given
post may not at all correspond to the value another person gives it. If
you want a "demonstration" if what I am talking about, re-read my posts
about the hypothetical addict item.

Incredibly, janc makes a very similar mistake in #53. If I die tomorrow,
or next week or next year, and someone comes along after my death
searching for help the same way JEP HIMSELF wished the same item existed
for him, then the damage is quite clear. Arguing "replaceability" (1)
misses the point that it is still censorship, and (2) misses the point
that such an assumption of replaceability is false.

Janc makes a similar value judgment when he says "I think the suggestion
that Cyklone, or anybody else, has as much at stake in that item as John
does is pretty far-fetched." How can I respond to that when you've already
made a value judgment about what I perceived the stakes to be at the time
I posted? In fact, if I were to use a religious analogy, I was posting as
if I was fighting with Satan for the soul of a loved one. I have stared
into the face of the jeps of the world when they are almost drowning in
their woe-is-me, how-dare-that-bitch, full-blown victimhood and I was not
about to allow jep to take that long slide down without one hell of a
battle. So to me the stakes were pretty high then. And if someone comes
along with a similar problem, the stakes will still be high for me. So how
dare anyone assuming I was pouring any less into my posts then jep was
into his. 

As for the argument about self-censorship, I'm not sure if there's a real
point you are trying to make. I think everyone agrees people should be
careful about what they post on a publicly accessible bbs. So in that
sense, self-censorship is exactly what we do want to encourage. On the
other hand, the flip side of what you say would in effect be saying "let's
discourage self-censorship by allowing additional items like Valerie's and
jep's and then lets give them full control to do a mass-censorship once
they realize there may be negative consequences for their failure to
self-censor." So like I said, I really must be missing the point you are
trying to make. 

And I think you are taking a term with very specific meaning ("chilling") 
and misusing that term to make your point, whatever it may be. In
particular, government is not allowed to act in ways that discourage
("chill") people from exercising their rights to free speech. I am not
aware that allowing others the free speech rights to respond to an initial
exercise of free speech has ever been construed as "chilling" the original
speaker's freedom of expression. 

I hope these thoughts help divert the focus from the emotional back to the
logical. I also hope they remind people that when arguments are fraught
with value judgements like "little value" or "doesn't mean as much to X as
it does to Y" you are slipping into the exact trap that free speech
advocates seek to avoid by opposing censorship. It is a trap best avoided
by making sure that each person has the sole right to control their own
words. With that right comes the sole responsibility for how those words
are used, at least until such time as copyright or other law permits
otherwise. 



#58 of 157 by jep on Fri Feb 6 21:17:12 2004:

re resp:29: You said I (and valerie) scoffed at warnings about posting 
personal details on the Internet.

I admit that I ignored any such warnings that were posted in my divorce 
items, e-mailed to me, or otherwise given to me.  However, as I've 
explained, I just plain didn't care about anything like that at that 
time.  I do care now.

You asked what I have learned from all of this?  Uh... is *that* the 
point?  Teach me a lesson?  I have learned not to... to not care... 
when I am under great stress?  Is that what you mean?  I don't 
understand what you think is Grex's interest in impressing a lesson 
upon me for what happened 2 years ago.

Doesn't your response, taken as a whole, imply a philosophy of "never 
give anyone any breaks, ever, no matter what"?  Is that how you live?  
I sure hope I never get to that point.


#59 of 157 by jp2 on Fri Feb 6 21:41:01 2004:

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#60 of 157 by jmsaul on Fri Feb 6 23:47:06 2004:

My issue with leaving the items deleted is that Valerie didn't have the
authority to delete them, so what she did should be undone. 

I'm fine with leaving Valerie's and John's posts deleted, because they did
have the right to remove their own material.

Yes, I know both of them have argued that there would be a lot more interest
in the items now, and people could infer things from others' posts -- but
that's life.  People could start posting about the contents of those items
in depth now, if they wanted to.  They could probably reconstruct some of the
more embarrassing stuff, maybe not verbatim, but close enough to make both
Valerie and John very uncomfortable.  So?

It shouldn't have happened, so fix it.  Simple.


#61 of 157 by boltwitz on Fri Feb 6 23:48:14 2004:

Of course, that doesn't make any sense.  Because let's say Einstein didn't
have the authority to publish E=mc^2 (THe MSOT IMPORTANT FORMULA IN THE WORLD)
are you going to unpublish it!?


#62 of 157 by aruba on Fri Feb 6 23:57:24 2004:

Gull is exactly correct that insisting that Grex must keep publishing
things like John's divorce item against his wishes will have a chilling
effect on free speech here.  cyklone tried to weasel out of that by saying
that "chilling" has a specific legal meaning, yadda yadda yadda.  I think
it's a very good description of the situation.

Free speech is not as simple a concept as cyklone would have us believe. 
I, for one, think that John's divorce items were one of the best uses of
Grex *ever*.  During the time they were active, I was proud that I had
helped keep Grex running so that it could be available to John when he
needed it. 

It should be very clear to everyone by now that John badly wants those items
offline.  It seems likely that other people in John's position might feel
the same way; not everyone, but John is far from an abberation.  It
follows, then, that if we decide John's items must be put back online to
satisfy someone's notion of free speech, those people will be discouraged
from ever seeking help on Grex in the way John did.  THey will think,
"Well, if I ask for help, then I have to give Grex permission to publish
the answers forever.  I don't know what the answers may be, I don't know
how personal they'll be, I don't know how hurtful they'll be.  And they
will be easily available to the whole world *forever*.  I think I'll
pass."

That kind of self-censorship is the clear result of voting to put jep's
items back online.  It might mean that no one would ever again use Grex to
get help the way John did.  You can talk all you want about who has the
right to delete whose text, but those are the consequences, and we'll have
to live with them.

Maybe cyklone really believes that kind of censorship would be good for
Grex.  I don't.  The slogan on our homepage says "A public service
promoting free speech".  I want people to feel free to say what they want
here.


#63 of 157 by jp2 on Sat Feb 7 00:13:12 2004:

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#64 of 157 by albaugh on Sat Feb 7 00:44:31 2004:

And, come one, with the always-available newuser and unauthenticated pseudo
account instant creation, if someone wants to discuss such a delicate topic,
they can do so via a pseudo.  That's not a panacea, maybe, but the histrionics
of "we *must* restore the items at all costs" are being matched by the
histrionics of "chilling effect" (cue wringing of hands).


#65 of 157 by cmcgee on Sat Feb 7 00:47:18 2004:

jp2, that statement may be true for you, but it definantly isn't true for
me.  Fear of being embarrassed tomorrow -can- chill speech.  I agree
wholeheartedly with aruba, that this was one of the most powerful uses of
community support that I've seen in a long time.  Trust builds a sense of
community. To support Valerie and Jep will help build trust in this
community, that we are a group that deals well with feelings as well as
data.  If I cannot trust people, I don't say anything.  I have feelings of
fear that keep me from contributing even innocuous bits. 

The mean spirited, gratuitious attacks have been a large part of the
reason that I voted with compassion rather than strict logic.  I don't
want to be a member of a community where logic is the only way we make
decisions. 

Community values are not always well expressed by adhering to a strict ,
rules-bound list of do's and don'ts.  Sometimes community values are best
expressed by being compassionate and caring, even if it makes you appear
less than perfectly logical.  Compassion and caring are not limited to
friends.  I've never met jep, but I don't want to cause more harm to him in
his situation.  It may not make sense to you, and you may believe you are the
only one who sees the truth, but making exceptions for people will not destroy
Grex.  

Fear of being embarrassed tomorrow by something I said that other people
then quoted and commented on is certainly sufficient to cut my
participation to a bare minimum.  Entries you have made clearly
demonstrate that you have no such qualms.  But don't assume you can speak
for me on this issue.  You can't.  




#66 of 157 by mary on Sat Feb 7 00:48:08 2004:

I'm wondering where the limits will be drawn.  In being sympathetic to
John and Valerie's requests to have everyone's responses deleted you are
indeed saying Grex is now sensitive to such concerns and we will allow
users to censor other users.  And if we don't agree to the next request
and someone loses a job or a wife because of published comments?  Is Grex
then liable?  I mean, we were sensitive sometimes but not always.  So
maybe we need to always comply with all such requests?  Who will decide? 

I suggest we leave this in the hands of those entering the text.  If you
publish it, you can delete it, but there is no controlling what happened
while it was readable. And our policy must be clear and consistent: You
are under no obligation to publish on Grex, so do so at your own risk,
knowing you don't control what others may say in response.

If that means we don't see a few personal discussion, such as Jep's item,
that's the trade off.  I don't think Grex can be all things to all users. 
  
I see a potential chilling effect from *allowing* users to censor other
users.  Like, why bother getting involved in any in-depth or heartfelt
discussions - they may be gone tomorrow if someone is uncomfortable with
what you said.



#67 of 157 by gelinas on Sat Feb 7 00:52:52 2004:

I beg to differ, jp2.  The _reality_ is that people have *already* removed
their text t keep it from being continual available.  One person has already
noted that he is unlikely to be as trusting of his fellow grexers as he once
was.

It is likely that some poor sucker is going to come along somwhen and spill
his guts, because he didn't see this discussion.  I think it extremely
UNlikely that any one who has even skimmed the discussion would trust honest
feelings to this crew.


#68 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 00:56:52 2004:

Re #62: You say "free speech is not that simple." Actually, it is. In fact
it is one of the core principles on which our country was founded and one
of the few areas in which you will find a substantial number of so-called
liberals and conservatives in agreement. I stand by my distinction
regarding gull's improper use of the phrase "chilling." The mere fact that
a person may reply to the words of another is not "chilling" under any
commonly accepted use of the word in American free speech theory. Indeed,
the ability to freely reply to the words of another, without fear of
censorship, is the hallmark of "unchilled" speech.

In any case, if you want to avoid the effect about which you complain,
then form a "crisis" cf and post clear rules that an entire item can be
deleted by the author. See how simple that was? 

I maintain once again that jep and valerie had no reasonable expectation
to have that power over their items. I maintain that with no such
expectations, when contrasted with the expectations that other users had
control over their words, you are doing great violence to grex's professed
support of free and uncensored speech. I maintain that their claims of
harm are speculative and they have failed to come forward with anything
remotely resembling proof. I certainly maintain that if you accept their
claims on such a basis, rationally you have no basis to discount the
claims anyone else has made as to the harm suffered if *THEIR OWN WORDS
ARE DELETED.*

I maintain that in pleasing two people you are offending many more. I
maintain that you have presented no discernable basis for favoring the two
over the many that does not involve your making a value judgment you
expect others to share, ie, that the words of *others* have more meaning
and impact on valerie and jep than they do for *the others who actually
wrote them*! I maintain that if you are serious about what you just posted
(and do not intend to implement my crisis cf) then you are calling for an
earthshaking change in the operation, structure and principles of grex,
for you are advocating that in order for people to feel free to post their
deepest thoughts and fears they must also have the power to remove any
words anyone else may right about those deepest fears and thoughts. And I
maintain that if you deny that is the outcome of what you say in #62 then
you are merely trying to find yet another justification for doing a
personal favor for a favored person. 

If you disagree I will look forward to your explaining the distinction you
are trying to make. Please try to be as clear as possible. As jp correctly
implies, your last sentence is positively Orwellian.

"In order to make speech more free, we had to make it less free."



#69 of 157 by cmcgee on Sat Feb 7 00:59:01 2004:

Why bother?  Because what you say -now- may be useful to that person.  

I find it hard to believe that people would comment freely only if they could
trust that their words would be immortal.  That people wouldn't want to offer
advice, comfort and suggestions if those ideas were not enshrined forever on
Grex.  Are there really users who are so enamored of their own words that they
wouldn't contribute otherwise?  

So what if my advice is gone tomorrow?  I'm not writing for generations to
come.  I'm writing today, for the use of a particular person who is in a
particular situation.  If I want to ensure that my profound thinking is
available in perpetuity, Grex items are a pretty weak way to do it.  


#70 of 157 by gelinas on Sat Feb 7 00:59:09 2004:

(And mary is right, too. :)


#71 of 157 by mary on Sat Feb 7 01:05:39 2004:

RIGHTFULLY SO.  This is an open, public, easily copied, and indefinitely
archived collection of conversations.  It isn't private.  It's not
appropriate to have personal private discussions here.  We should be
warning people to be careful not to go there, even if that means the
voyeurs in us all miss a good soap opera. If friends are in trouble and
need to talk - start a trusted email list for goodness sake. Either that
or make Grex a closed, verified system. 




#72 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 01:07:55 2004:

Re #69: Did it occur to you (and this question also goes out to those who
agree with you) that all this is ultimately going to do is result in more
of the very posting/copying that was originally claimed to be the big fear
of valerie and jep?

I've got news for the "censors": This issue has been debated for thousands
of years by minds far greater than ours. The one solution that has stood
the test of time in terms of the evolution of the race is free and
uncensored speech, with everyone responsible for their own words. You are
on the wrong side of history. 



#73 of 157 by mary on Sat Feb 7 01:08:09 2004:

My last response was to #67.  Lots slipped in.


#74 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 01:09:11 2004:

<s'all right. You snuck in just the right spot to say much of what I was
saying>


#75 of 157 by tod on Sat Feb 7 01:09:18 2004:

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#76 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 01:12:16 2004:

Very well put tod. I certainly *thought* I was part of the community when I
was posting to jep's item. But here on the animal farm, some members of the
community are more equal than others.


#77 of 157 by tod on Sat Feb 7 01:15:03 2004:

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#78 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 01:17:37 2004:

In #69 you say "So what if my advice is gone tomorrow?  I'm not writing
for generations to come.  I'm writing today, for the use of a particular
person who is in a particular situation.  If I want to ensure that my
profound thinking is available in perpetuity, Grex items are a pretty weak
way to do it.

You are making yet another value judgment to justify censorship. 
Reasonable minds can disagree as who they are writing for and for how
long. You may think grex is a weak way to perpetuate "profound thinking" 
but some of us who were writing about the problems of a grexer and for a
grexer (as well as for other users of grex) obviously believe grex is one
of the *MOST* appropriate place for our words to reside. 



#79 of 157 by tod on Sat Feb 7 01:19:47 2004:

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#80 of 157 by gelinas on Sat Feb 7 01:30:30 2004:

I have lots of doubt about that, tod.


#81 of 157 by jp2 on Sat Feb 7 01:36:14 2004:

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#82 of 157 by mary on Sat Feb 7 01:43:05 2004:

It's time to shut up, jp2.  

Really and truly.


#83 of 157 by boltwitz on Sat Feb 7 01:44:59 2004:

It should, of course, be known that Grex has repeatedly refused to allow me
to delete even my own posts.


#84 of 157 by gelinas on Sat Feb 7 01:48:43 2004:

I *know* the motions are not about the words of jep and valerie; they are
about the words of others added to the items created by jep and valerie.
I've been very clear that I think item authors have the right, and should
have the capability, to remove the items they create, in toto, explicitly
including words others have written.

However, I've also been convinced such was not the situation on grex at
the time valerie deleted the items.  I've also been convinced to entertain
the notion that such should never be the situation on grex.

This discussion will inform future decisions people make, about their
votes, about the text they enter here, and about where grex goes from here.


#85 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 02:10:12 2004:

Clearly however, this entire discussion should be completely ignored, since
it was really started by my item, and it is well known that I am a GreX
SYSTEM_ABUSER.  Never mind the core issue.  It's the PEOPLE that matter.


#86 of 157 by keesan on Sat Feb 7 02:46:17 2004:

I think it would also be considerate of jep's ex-wife to delete all mention
of her from grex.  Both of them acted rather immaturely and they probably
don't want the details immortalized.  


#87 of 157 by jp2 on Sat Feb 7 02:49:09 2004:

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#88 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 03:05:08 2004:

Ignore her, she doesn't read people's responses.


#89 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 03:05:36 2004:

That, by the way, is immature.


#90 of 157 by anderyn on Sat Feb 7 03:32:01 2004:

I think that this comes down to several different interpretations of what Grex
is to its users and the assumptions that they were using the system under.
I certainly -- before this discussion -- never realized that people actually
read old items, and I never thought of discussions being archived for the
ages. To me, agora/various cfs in various incarnations were current
discussions, which were fun and informative while on-going, but I'd never go
back and re-read it once the current discussion was done. I thought of it as
a conversation more than publishing -- fleeting and impermanent. Obviously,
this informs how I see the current vote -- I don't feel as if it's such a big
deal because (at least in jep's case, and in valerie's old diaries) the items
were closed long ago (a few years, right?) and the discussion was over. I
think that this is not the way everyone sees it, but some of us do (I'm
agreeing with keesan, at least. Amazing!).  Also, since to me it's a
conversation more than "writing", I don't feel this attachment to my words.
I wrote them, yes,  but they aren't something I have my ego attached to, in
the same way that I do things that I write for publication or that I write
with the intent of having people read them (as in essays, etc.) I write my
postings in the best way I can, and I try to make them clear and legible, but
they aren't agonized over and polished and "written" in the same way that I
write for publication. 

I do realize that other people have other viewpoints, but you must realize
that my viewpoint is as valid as yours -- my Grex is also a valid Grex. I
think that people are getting into "one true wayism" here, and it's got to
stop if we're going to build a Grex that everyone will still be comfortable
with. 

I know that I will never post anything beyond the most trivial and most fluffy
details of my life on this system again. I won't share who I am, or what I
would like to have help with, or details of my past that might shine light
on another's problems, since I don't like being made fun of, as I was in the
"agora" parody cf. on M-net. I don't like it. I don't appreciate it. I don't
think it was funny and I really resent the fallout from it (Valerie's reaction
and Jep's sudden desire to have his divorce items removed among other things).
I resent the fact that some people are apparently so lacking in empathy that
they can say "it's only pixels. it's only the internet" when people do very
clearly do find these pixels to be communication and ways to reach out to
other people. I resent some people insisting that obviously everything needs
to stay online forever because otherwise there will be no free speech. I feel
as if I can't share anything terribly personal anymore, because there's no
community here. And that's very sad. 


#91 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 04:00:10 2004:

While you may believe you had a valid interpretation of what Grex was, I am
still puzzled as to how you could confuse a *bulletin board system*, which
implies a public posting of information for public consumption, with some
sort of private party line you share for conversations with your friends.


#92 of 157 by gelinas on Sat Feb 7 04:10:11 2004:

It's really not that hard to do, cyklone.  You meet lots of the people whose
responses you have read, and just forget that others are reading, too.

People are strange.


#93 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 04:35:09 2004:

 re 90
 > I resent some people insisting that obviously everything needs
 > to stay online forever because otherwise there will be no free speech.

 That was never said.  Please leave it alone.

>  because there's no community here.

Ask yourself what happened.


#94 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 04:57:02 2004:

LET ME TRY!

Once upon a time there were two tribes. The mnet tribe was a bunch of
foul-mouthed party animals who enjoyed hot cars, hot women, hip hop, punk rock
and other loud pleasures.

The grex tribe was formed when some of the more introverted mnetters, who
much prefered bicycles, gardening, folk music, classical music and other
quieter pastimes, set out to create a life of their own. 

Because of family connections, and the periodic reunions forced by
equipment failure, the tribes had fairly regular interactions. 

Some of the mnet tribe would make humorous comments about the grexers.
Some of the grex tribe would make snide comments about the mnetters.

THE END


#95 of 157 by aruba on Sat Feb 7 05:22:08 2004:

Re #68: Saying "I want people to feel free to say what they want here" 
is "positively Orwellian"?  Huh?  Are you saying that's not what you 
want?  Or are you saying that because I interpret what free speech is 
differently that you do, then I am trying to exert mind control over 
people?

Free speech is *not* as simple as "Anyone can say whatever they want, 
wherever they want, however they want, and it will be preserved 
forever."  You can't yell fire in a crowded theater.  You can't paint 
a message on the street and expect it to last forever.  You can't 
make threatening phone calls.

The reason you can't do these things is that we have agreed, as a 
society, to balance the good of the whole against the freedom of the 
individual.  If that's Orwellian, well, tell it to Oliver Wendell 
Holmes.

Mary asks: if we make this exception for jep and valerie, then where 
do we draw the line in the future?  I think it is a very good 
question.  And a hard one.  But just because it's hard doesn't mean we 
can't address it.  And it certainly doesn't mean we *shouldn't* 
address it.  We shouldn't say, "Oh, it's too hard to balance people's 
feelings against our principles of allowing free speech.  Therefore, 
we are forced to not value people's feelings at all, because it's too 
hard."  That's a copout.

cyklone "maintains" a lot of things in #69 - let's see if I can 
address some of them.  He seems to make have a big problem with value 
judgements.  Apparently, he thinks we should all be able to get 
through life without them.  He is correct that voting against Jamie's 
proposal and for jep's involves making a value judgement that the harm 
done by restoring the items is greater than the harm done by leaving 
them deleted.

I am not calling for an "earthshaking change" in Grex's operation.  
Nor am I saying people should "have the power to remove any words 
anyone else may right (sic) about those deepest fears and thoughts".

I am saying that we, as a community, ought to be willing to make an 
exception to our general policies when we feel there is a good reason 
for it.  Of course this involves making value judgements.  Of course 
any such system is imperfect.  But, in my opinion, it's better than 
the alternative.

In general, smaller organizatons need less rigid rules than large 
ones.  To take an extreme example, all of us individuals have rules 
for ourselves, but almost everyone violates their rules from time to 
time, and it's not the end of the world.  This is normal and good.  If 
you made yourself a rule about your diet, and then a month later your 
Mom makes your favorite dessert when you're visiting, it would hurt 
her feelings and yours not to eat it.  So you break your rule, and 
nothing tragic happens.  It doesn't mean you will begin binge eating 
every night.  It was better to break it than not to break it.

The same is true for families - they have rules which sometimes get 
broken, and no one dies as a result.  But the bigger an organization 
gets, the harder it is to be flexible about rules.  When you get to the 
size of a large corporation or a government, most people agree that 
you have to have rigid rules, otherwise people will choose to exploit 
them.  Why is that, exactly?  I think it's because, in a very large 
organization, people's attachment and committment to the organization 
is generally weaker than in a small one.  People feel insignificant 
and weak compared to a large organization, and as a result, some of 
them feel little sense of responsibilityand attachment toward it.  

Grex is somewhere in between a family and a large organization.  But 
it's a lot closer to a family.  And I think on Grex we don't have to 
make rigid rules and always be bound by them.  I think there are a lot 
of people who see that as the only way to run any kind of 
organization, and they want Grex to fit into that mold no matter what.  
Some of them, like Jamie, want that so they can manipulate the system.  
Other people just can't imagine anything without a lot of rigid rules.


#96 of 157 by boltwitz on Sat Feb 7 05:54:33 2004:

Am I allowed to cough, though?


#97 of 157 by scott on Sat Feb 7 05:57:56 2004:

Re #56 (albough)...  So if Grex is to be run loosely, with little explicit
rules, somehow Grex has to have an explicit rule saying so?


#98 of 157 by boltwitz on Sat Feb 7 06:01:23 2004:

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#99 of 157 by mary on Sat Feb 7 13:02:07 2004:

I don't think of myself as a rule-bound person, Mark.  But I do see being
flexible in this specific area as a place Grex doesn't want to go. 
y



#100 of 157 by remmers on Sat Feb 7 14:17:17 2004:

Wow, stay away from Coop for a day or two and look how the text piles up.
In just this one item, even.

Having read it all, I'm convinced that restoring the items is the correct
thing to do, so I'm not going to change my original votes (yes on A, no
on B).  I don't have much to add to the discussion, as all the points I
would have made have already been made by others, pretty much.  So I'll
just say that I'm substantially in agreement with mary, cyklone, igorvh,
jmsaul.  Maybe others whom I'm forgetting at the moment.

One thing that folks who feel passionately about the issue, on either
side, should keep in mind is that this thing is being voted on.  With
an issue like this, there are diehards in both camps whose minds aren't
going to be changed no matter what.  But the diehards aren't the ones
who are going to be deciding this, so it's the swing votes that you
have to win over to your side.  And people tend to be put off by
tactics such as bullying, hectoring, threats, and name-calling.  Too
much of that, and you risk changing the referendum into a referendum
about you.  I can think of one person in particular who -- assuming that
he sincerely cares about the issue and isn't using it so satisfy some
obsessive need to be center-stage -- should adjust his style.


#101 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 14:40:11 2004:

Well put, Mary.

Aruba, let me see if I can go through your red herrings one by one. First,
as I think I made quite clear, what is Orwellian is your view that in
order to encourage free speech (such as jep's and valerie's), you would
limit free speech for people such as tod and myself. Dance around it all
you want, but that is all you are doing. Dancing around the issue is not
the same as addressing it.

Next, your mention of yelling "fire" in a crowded theater is not analogous
to the current situation. The "fire" and "fighting words" exceptions were
carved out by the USSC to address situations where specific words or types
of words would lead to *immediate* harmful *actions*. If you do not
believe me, please do your own research and educate yourself. The posts
people made to valerie's and jep's items in no way implicate the concerns
noted by the USSC. It certainly does not mean that limits can be imposed
on free speech simply because someone identifies some competing concern
they believe weighs against free speech. Again, you are misstating the
true state of free speech in our society and in so doing you are doing a
disservice to those who wish to make an informed decision on the
restoration issues.

Mary is not copping out at all, and for you to say so is to resort to the
same sort of name-calling for which I have been criticized. Copping out is
failing to fairly recognize both sides and accepting that sometimes in
order to do what is right we must personally sacrifice something valuable
to us. In this case, what must be sacrificed, at least in this case, is
the idea that if you like someone enough you can waive a core value such
as free speech. There are possible compromises, such as the "crisis" cf I
proposed. The problem is that it doesn't allow jep or valerie to impose
their will on innocent posters on the issues at hand. That is the
sacrifice to be made. 

And by the way, it was very insulting of you to suggest that Mary was
saying "Therefore, we are forced to not value people's feelings at all,
because it's too hard." She said no such thing and you owed her an
apology. There are many ways for grex to show it values feelings short of
outright censorship. Asking people to voluntarily remove their posts, or
edit them, is one very good way that has already been done. Cautioning
those who would reveal personal details in public places would be another.
Apparently you feel this is not enough, and that censorship must still be
imposed in order for grex or you to show proper deference to the feelings
of your favored persons.

You also carefully avoid tod's very well-written post about the seamy
underbelly of your viewpoint. By professing to show value for valerie and
jep's feelings by supporting censorship, you minimize the feelings of
those being censored. If you truly valued feelings and a sense of
community, I suggest you exand your focus beyond just your favored
persons list.

Which leads to the issue of value judgments. If you are suggesting I
believe in a value-free grex or in living a value-free life, of course you
are incorrect. As I mentioned, a crisis cf is one way to preserve both the
values of community and free speech. More importantly, though, is that
free speech prinicples, as developed in America and elsewhere, have often
focused like lasers on the issue of "content-based" censorship. In other
words, one of the greatest evils to be avoided is censoring others based
on overt or implied judgments made about the value of the words being
censored. I'm sorry you were unaware of this.

When you say "He is correct that voting against Jamie's proposal and for
jep's involves making a value judgement that the harm done by restoring
the items is greater than the harm done by leaving them deleted" you seem
to see the trees but not the forest. The mere fact you are *making* this
value judgment is what history has taught us to be very wary of. History
is the ultimate arbiter and it should not be left to a small group of
voters. The core premise is that once words are placed into the
marketplace of ideas, those words must rise or fall on their own, without
manipulation or interference. The fact we allow people to remove their own
words in no way means such powers can or should be extended to the words
of those who comment on the words removed.

Putting aside the fact your willingness to make and act on such a value
judgment is antithetical to free speech, you also avoid addressing or even
acknowledging important issues specific to this situation. As tod and I
have mentioned, we poured our hearts and souls into our responses in jep's
items. Those words have intrinsic value regardless of whether or not you
agree or wish to admit it. On the other hand, neither jep or valerie has
shown any specific or intrinsic harm will occur if tod's words and my
words are allowed to remain. So your calculus is apparently "I am making a
value judgement that the harm done by restoring the items, which harm has
not been specified much beyond a general sense of outrage and hurt
feelings, is greater than the harm done by leaving them deleted, even
though said harms from deletion have been clearly and rationally
specified." So even if one accepts your proposal to engage in content
based censorship (which I still oppose, notwithstanding my willingness to
debate this point with you), under *your own system of censorship* you
have failed to make anything resembling a compelling case.

When you speak of making exceptions, it would be helpful if you would
spell out some criteria to consider. Indeed, I made this very observation
and request some two weeks ago and I have yet to see any serious
discussion. So far, you appear to suggest that if someone claims
sufficient outrage or hurt feelings, that would be sufficient grounds for
an exception that would permit censorship. I have argued you should hew
much more closely to the USSC standard of immediate threat of harm.  That
is why I offered to contribute to a legal opinion for jep. If I thought
for a moment that *my* words, if allowed to remain, would cause jep legal
problems, then I believe the burden to justify an exception had been met. 
So far, though, neither valerie or jep have come forward with anything
remotely close to an immediate threat of harm. Nor do I see them being
able to at any time in the future. Therefore, even if one accepts you view
there should be exceptions, valerie and jep do not qualify.

You say "I am not calling for an "earthshaking change" in Grex's
operation. Nor am I saying people should "have the power to remove any
words anyone else may right (sic) about those deepest fears and thoughts".
But isn't that exactly what you are suggesting? If not, please explain the
distinction you are making between jep and valerie's items and the next
person who comes along and says "I didn't care I was spilling my guts
then, but I do now, and so many people posted that even if I remove my
words, traces of my "guts" will remain in the words of others. So please
censor those words as well." That is the result of your logic, isn't it?
If not, please explain. 

To make comparisons between a core value of America, and presumably grex
as well, with adherence to a diet is simply silly. Analogies are only good
when there is some reasonable connection between the two. Your analogy
fails miserably in that department.

I think your comparison between and organization and a family is very
telling. Families do attempt censorship all the time. Keep in mind,
though, that families can be just as unhealthy as organizations. Please
also keep in mind that many (most?) families, almost by definition, do not
involve relationships between equals. That being the case, you are really
on a slippery slope if you think grex should adopt a family model. Of
course, I would submit it already has created a "family" in which some
members are more equal than others and personal favors are done for
favored persons. Oh well, Tod and I always knew Mom liked you best!



#102 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 14:41:15 2004:

YOU'RE FORGETTING ME!!

re 95
> a message on the street and expect it to last forever. 

Please re-read response #93.

You know, it would save a lot of time if you guys actually READ what people
wrote.  But then again, the attitude seems to be to DELETE things now, isn't
it?


#103 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 14:41:33 2004:

SZLIP


#104 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 14:47:24 2004:

Re #100: If you are talking about me, I trust you will note I have declined
to accept the bait that has been offered recently  ;)


#105 of 157 by mary on Sat Feb 7 14:52:10 2004:

Mark owes me no apologies.  I was not at all offended by his 
comments.  I understand there is room for reasonable people to 
disagree about how this should go.


#106 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 14:58:37 2004:

Alrighty, then. I retract my statement about the apology owed.


#107 of 157 by boltwitz on Sat Feb 7 15:47:55 2004:

Name callers!  You're all name callers, and you know it, but you still don't
do anything about it... but call more names!  Name callers!


#108 of 157 by aruba on Sat Feb 7 15:48:19 2004:

Cyklone, this is not a court of law.  Grex policy is not law.  We get to
decide what that policy is, and we get to decide what we want Grex to be.

I'm tired of this "heart and soul" argument.  I put a lot of thought and
energy into my posts in jep's items too, you know.  I did it because I
wanted to be of help, not out of any sense of self-aggrandizement.  So if
John no longer wants those posts online, well, I'm a little sad, but his
stake in the matter is clearly greater than mine.  So I bow out.

No one has the reasonable right to expect Grex to keep publishing their
text forever.  "Infinite publishing" is not a part of free speech, by any
definition.  So no, I don't have a lot of sympathy for the damage done to
posters to the items that were removed.  If their text was so important,
they could easily have kept a copy somewhere.  And if their goal was
really to help jep or valerie, then the wishes of those people should be
important to them.

So, here we are, voting to decide which course of action is the lesser of
two evils.  Like Mary, I think there is room for reasonable people to
disagree.


#109 of 157 by janc on Sat Feb 7 15:51:17 2004:

I'm astonished by the sheer simplicity of Joe Saul's position.  The 
items were improperly removed, so they must be put back.  End of story.

When John's item was deleted by Valerie, I had just started a 
discussion with board in which I suggested temporarily deleting John 
Perry's item so we could put the question of whether to permanently 
delete it to public discussion.  A couple board members had said they 
thought that was a reasonable idea, and a couple had strongly objected 
and many had expressed no opinion.  I hadn't yet had a chance to ask 
John Perry if he'd be OK with going that route - he might have not 
wanted to have the public discussion we've seen he if he had been given 
a choice. If he had approved, I'm pretty sure a majority of the board 
could have been found to support a temporary deletion.  If Valerie had 
not preempted the whole thing, we might still be having this same 
discussion.  I'm wondering what Joe's position would have been then?

I suppose he could have said that the board acted illegally in deleting 
John's item, so it needs to be put back.  But I doubt if he'd care to 
take that position.  I imagine in that case he'd be prepared to 
consider John's case on whatever merits it may have.

So how does that make sense?  Because of some action Valerie took, 
John's request cannot be given any consideration?  Isn't that something 
of an injustice?


#110 of 157 by jp2 on Sat Feb 7 15:52:51 2004:

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#111 of 157 by jp2 on Sat Feb 7 15:57:46 2004:

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#112 of 157 by anderyn on Sat Feb 7 16:05:12 2004:

Cyklone and jp2, I was sharing my impressions of what people have said and
implied in these debates. Richard, at the very least, is upset that everything
written on Grex is not going to be preserved. I don't know if anyone else
shares his views, but it certainly seemed to be the thrust of several other
comments. 

As for thinking that Grex was a private and somehow cliquish thing, no, I
never thought that, exactly. I knew it was open, and that people could read
it. But I also didn't think of it like USENET -- it's small and not very many
people have even heard of it (I think, of every computer savvy person I've
ever mentioned it to in verbal communication, maybe one has even heard of
it... and that's in Ann Arbor, where it's based.) Of the subset of people who
do use it, what percentage reads the conferences? According to the staff I've
spoken to, not even half. Maybe not even a quarter. That's still quite a lot
of people, true, but I also thought, perhaps mistakenly, that there was a
culture of civility and etiquette around here. That most of the users who did
read and respond in agora understood that people should be treated with
respect and that people's feelings mattered. I left M-net after being fed up
with all of the "fucks" and "shitdicks" and gratuitous insults flung around.
I didn't wish to have a conversation where that kind of thing was common. So
I walked away and found a place where it felt as if there was an understod
respect for the other person. Whether or not I liked or agreed with various
users, at least we could discuss our differences with respect to each other
as people. This has changed in the last several years, and not for the better.
I have always thought that one could argue without descending to personal
insults. 


#113 of 157 by anderyn on Sat Feb 7 16:11:53 2004:

To continue, yes, I do think that feelings are more important in some cases
than principle. I'm sorry if that seems wrong to you, but it makes one able
to bend. 


#114 of 157 by jmsaul on Sat Feb 7 16:33:16 2004:

Re #109:  I don't think people who abuse their staff privileges should be
          allowed to benefit from doing it.  I feel that way especially
          where censoring other people's words is concerned.

          Keep in mind that I completely agree that both Valerie and John
          have the right to remove their own words.  I just don't agree that
          Valerie has the right to remove other people's just because she
          doesn't want people to read what they said about her, or because
          John doesn't want people to read what others said about him.

          I'd think both items should come back minus John and Valerie's
          responses, no matter what the procedure was.  Personally, I'd be
          willing to scribble my responses in John's item if he asked --
          but he should ASK, because they're my responses.  I'm still
          willing to.
          


#115 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 17:09:00 2004:

re 108
> We get to decide what that policy is, and we get to decide what we want Grex
to be.

HMM, this doesn't appear to be what happened when valerie delted the items ON
HER OWN. Once again, you're lying through your teeth.


#116 of 157 by keesan on Sat Feb 7 17:10:48 2004:

Religious people tend to be more adamant than average about everyone having
to follow the rules (no matter how illogical the rules may be).  But the
Catholic Church has come up with a way to deal with people who break the rules
- you confess, apologize, promise never to do it again, and maybe contribute
something to the church in exchange.  What sort of apology could valerie and
jep make here that would satisfy people?  I recall someone a while back
actually asking for financial reparation to grex from jep.  
Could he maybe volunteer to take over some of the more tedious staff duties,
such as answering requests for help?


#117 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 17:23:12 2004:

She could satisfy jep by marrying him.


#118 of 157 by md on Sat Feb 7 17:35:42 2004:

Grex is a private system and the people who run it may be expected to 
do favors for their friends from time to time.  If you want copies of 
some responses of yours in the items valerie and jep started, it's 
reasonable to ask for copies of them.  But it is not reasonable to 
expect your responses to remain on public display until you want them 
removed.  You can remove them any time you like, but it's unreasonable 
to ask the administrators to automatically preserve them in public 
view.  If valerie or jep had asked me beforehand for my consent to 
delete their items, I'd've said: Yeah, sure.  So they didn't ask me, 
they just did it.  So valerie hates to be parodied.  So what??  

Jamie's "This is a deliberate censorship designed to frighten those who 
are not in Grex's upper class into silence" is drama queen idiocy.  
Talk about estrogen poisoning.  In the first place, nobody 
is "frightened," nor was that ever the intent.  In the second place, 
Grex has nothing resembling an "upper class," or if it does, the 
definition depends on whomever you're talking to.  (Ask me, and I'll 
say it's obviously me.)

Anyway, I vote not to restore the items publicly in any form.


#119 of 157 by boltwitz on Sat Feb 7 17:51:43 2004:

I am frightened.


#120 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 17:59:42 2004:

Re #108: You say 

"I'm tired of this "heart and soul" argument.  I put a lot of thought and
 energy into my posts in jep's items too, you know.  I did it because I
 wanted to be of help, not out of any sense of self-aggrandizement.  So if
 John no longer wants those posts online, well, I'm a little sad, but his
 stake in the matter is clearly greater than mine.  So I bow out.

 No one has the reasonable right to expect Grex to keep publishing their
 text forever.  "Infinite publishing" is not a part of free speech, by any
 definition.  So no, I don't have a lot of sympathy for the damage done to
 posters to the items that were removed.  If their text was so important,
 they could easily have kept a copy somewhere.  And if their goal was
 really to help jep or valerie, then the wishes of those people should be
 important to them."

I'm not sure if your are missing the point I am trying to make or
deliberately avoiding it. Do you even remember the points I tried to make
in earlier posts?  When I keep saying most posts have intrinsic value, I
do *not* mean only to the author. You keep ignoring my point about the
possible value to a third party. If the next person in jep's position is
also helped, and that person is even a step closer to crossing the line
jep almost crossed, then allowing those words to remain *far* outweigh any
speculative benefit to jep from deletion. The "heart and soul" put into
those words was to provide a benefit you would deny via censorship in
order to do a personal favor for a favored person. What is even more
amazing is that JEP HIMSELF wished such an item existed. So you (and jep)
seem to be ignoring the fact that jep has essentially made one of the most
compelling arguments *against* censorship. The goal here, which you
consistently mistate, is permit words to have their maximum effect and
value for *everyone* by not censoring them.



#121 of 157 by keesan on Sat Feb 7 18:38:56 2004:

I wonder if jep would have gone back through old agoras hunting for such
items.


#122 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 19:23:40 2004:

Well, as I said earlier in this discussion, all it would take would be one
post in agora or a conversation in party for someone to say "oh, btw, you
might want to check out item X. You might find it interesting." Certainly of
such an item had been in existence when jep began his one of us would have
mentioned it to him.


#123 of 157 by jp2 on Sat Feb 7 19:37:28 2004:

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#124 of 157 by naftee on Sat Feb 7 21:38:10 2004:

Childish behaviour from children is of course to be expected.


#125 of 157 by md on Sat Feb 7 22:55:01 2004:

123: Not the same thing.  Not even close.  You're still a drama queen, 
albeit small-time by mnet & grex standards.


#126 of 157 by gull on Sat Feb 7 23:10:57 2004:

Re resp:64, resp:71: Sure.  And we could be like M-Net, where everyone
uses pseudos for fear of becoming personally involved, and discussion
consists mainly of exchanges of insults.  If people can no longer feel
comfortable talking about their own lives here, that's what we'll be
left with.  Shitdicks and half-assed parody.


Re resp:90: "I resent the fact that some people are apparently so
lacking in empathy that they can say "it's only pixels. it's only the
internet" when people do very clearly do find these pixels to be
communication and ways to reach out to other people."

I think it's an attitude born of hanging out places like M-net, where
there's a sense that everyone's just playing a shallow pseudo and no one
is revealing who they really are.  You can beat up on them all you want
because they're not real people and don't feel pain.


Re resp:110: In other words, Valerie is no longer here, so we have to
punish jep in her place?


Re resp:120: I'd like you to explain why you feel free speech means
publishing your words forever.  If a library recycles old copies of the
New York Times, are they therefore censoring everyone who wrote a letter
to the editor?


#127 of 157 by cyklone on Sat Feb 7 23:46:50 2004:

Where do you get that impression from #120? I've discussed the issue
before and never equated non-permanence with censorship. (Try quoting
those parts you are commenting on) I made a distinction between
non-permanence caused by accidents such as system failures v.
non-permanence caused by an intentional act in violation of express
policy, however. The latter case is censorship, the first is not. I'm
sorry you apparently did not note and/or understand that distinction.



#128 of 157 by jp2 on Sun Feb 8 00:33:01 2004:

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#129 of 157 by md on Sun Feb 8 00:52:36 2004:

There you go with the drama again.  Nobody is afraid of anything going 
on here, much less "the facts," much less "you all."


#130 of 157 by jp2 on Sun Feb 8 01:43:57 2004:

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#131 of 157 by gelinas on Sun Feb 8 02:13:44 2004:

Re 100, where remmers comments on those he is in agreement with:  I'm in
disagreement, often violent disagreement, with those he listed.  Nonetheless,
I've been convinced by jmsaul's argument.


#132 of 157 by boltwitz on Sun Feb 8 02:17:08 2004:

Violent disagreement to cover-up jep's violent crime.


#133 of 157 by tod on Sun Feb 8 03:42:23 2004:

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#134 of 157 by keesan on Sun Feb 8 04:12:55 2004:

While we are at it, let's wipe all of m-net too.


#135 of 157 by tod on Sun Feb 8 04:25:56 2004:

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#136 of 157 by naftee on Sun Feb 8 04:29:22 2004:

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#137 of 157 by boltwitz on Sun Feb 8 04:32:54 2004:

Is naftee using keesan's cancer to harass her>?  That really is fucked up.


#138 of 157 by naftee on Sun Feb 8 04:41:46 2004:

What's fucked up is that she revealed that her inner emotions are destroying
her!


#139 of 157 by albaugh on Sun Feb 8 05:05:06 2004:

We're within minutes of the polls being closed on the great item killing caper
of 2004 - yea!  :-)  I don't want any apologies from valerie or jep - I
understand why they wanted what was done.  I *would* like some HONESTY from
them, though:  Just set aside any & all justifications for what was done,
and admit that for their own reasons they carried out a unilateral act on grex
that caused all this contention, and on a widespread basis.

Sorry aruba - I repect everything you have done for grex and won't denegrate
it - but there is no "we" here - there is only empowered baff working largely
without restrictions and almost always in a reasonable fashion - almost.
The items being restored or not will have no effect on that state of affairs,
for better or worse.


#140 of 157 by janc on Sun Feb 8 15:43:14 2004:

Polls are closed.  A few corrections.

Valerie did not admit that she knowing did wrong when she deleted 
John's items.  When she deleted her own, she thought some people would 
be dissappointed to see them go, but never expected there to be any 
serious outcry.  She thought it was obviously within her rights and 
expected others to think so too.  By the time Valerie deleted John's 
item she had found out that many people did seriously object and that 
most perceived it to be in violation of a rule she hadn't heard of.  
But she did it anyway because she believed (and still believes) that it 
was right.  She left staff not out of contrition or shame, but because 
it was obvious that her values were no longer in sync with Grex's.

It is also not true that nobody fears the outcome of this vote.  I know 
two who fear it on a rather personal basis, and several who fear it on 
a less personal basis.  Restoration might have a chilling effect on a 
few people, and I can think of at least one person who might be tempted 
to stop posting on Grex in protest if they are not restored.  This is 
not an easy issue.


#141 of 157 by boltwitz on Sun Feb 8 15:44:31 2004:

Sissies.


#142 of 157 by naftee on Sun Feb 8 16:34:31 2004:

Jerkfaces.


#143 of 157 by jp2 on Sun Feb 8 17:00:54 2004:

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#144 of 157 by styles on Sun Feb 8 23:29:10 2004:

Can't execute "cat > /tmp/tr"!
Nasty return from editor: 127
Ok to enter this response? n
Response aborted!  Returning to current item.


#145 of 157 by boltwitz on Sun Feb 8 23:41:56 2004:

Jerk.


#146 of 157 by remmers on Tue Feb 10 12:54:46 2004:

(Rejoining this discussion after a couple of days' absence...)

Re #131: Well, I am often in strong disagreement with the people I said
that I agree with (on this issue) too.  :)

Re #140: "By the time Valerie deleted John's [jep's] item she had found out
that many people did seriously object and that most perceived it to be in
violation of a rule she hadn't heard of."

Hmm... Well, for what it's worth, when she said "It's longstanding Grex
policy that the person who created an item can delete it," (exact quote,
see resp:68,11) to justify deleting the diary items, *I* was the one
surprised by a rule I never heard of.  There was no such written policy,
nor any pattern of past practice to support it.  It just seemed to come
out of the air, and to contradict to what I thought Grex had stood for
over the past twelve+ years.


#147 of 157 by janc on Tue Feb 10 15:07:05 2004:

I too was surprised by that.  I don't think that was ever a Grex policy.


#148 of 157 by tod on Tue Feb 10 18:41:01 2004:

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#149 of 157 by albaugh on Tue Feb 10 18:46:09 2004:

It's called a rationalization.


#150 of 157 by tod on Tue Feb 10 18:55:58 2004:

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#151 of 157 by naftee on Tue Feb 10 21:58:21 2004:

It's


#152 of 157 by tod on Tue Feb 10 21:59:30 2004:

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#153 of 157 by gull on Wed Feb 11 04:22:15 2004:

Monty Python's Flying Circus!

(Well, someone had to say it.)


#154 of 157 by bhoward on Wed Feb 11 06:14:26 2004:

Re#146, #147: It certainly was not a policy articulated or supported in
practice by anything I've read so far as I've recently worked my way
through archived conferences.  And while I've been away from Ann Arbor for
a while and people do change over time, that is also not a policy that
would have been supported by many of the grexer's I knew personally from
back then.


#155 of 157 by tod on Wed Feb 11 19:05:10 2004:

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#156 of 157 by jmsaul on Thu Feb 12 04:49:10 2004:

Same here.


#157 of 157 by jesuit on Wed May 17 02:14:49 2006:

TROGG IS DAVID BLAINE


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