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How about disarming the American Military to fight Global Warming? https://thenationalpulse.com/news/chinese-communist-party-floats-defund- the-u-s-military-campaign-for-u-s-left-to-adopt/ It would be interesting if the left actually fall for this propaganda. Oh wait...WHAT'S THIS??? https://www.laprogressive.com/demilitarize/
I'm stunned: Four Arrested for Arson on the West Coast, One a Regular Attendee of Anti-Cop Rallies in Seattle https://www.breitbart.com/politics/2020/09/12/four-arrested-for-arson- on-the-west-coast-one-a-regular-attendee-of-anti-cop-rallies-in-seattle/ Four individuals two in Washington, one in Oregon, and another in California have been arrested for arson as firefighters battle dozens of blazes across the West Coast. One of the arrestees is reportedly a regular attendee of anti-police rallies in Seattle. Michael Jarrod Bakkela, 41, has been accused of arson, partially sparking the massive Almeda fire, according to the Oregon State Fire Marshal s Office. Oregon Live reported that he has been arrested on two counts of arson, 15 counts of criminal mischief and 14 counts of reckless endangerment : The Jackson County Sheriff s Office said in a news release Friday afternoon that on Tuesday evening, a resident of Phoenix saw a person, later identified as Bakkela, lighting a fire behind their house on Quail Lane. Because there was an impending blaze, the residents who saw him set the fire had to flee their home. Bakkela was arrested and initially lodged in the Jackson County Jail on Tuesday on a charge of possession of methamphetamine. He remains in jail on the arson and criminal mischief charges. The Almeda fire has destroyed at least 700 homes and resulted in at least two fatalities. Elsewhere, authorities arrested two individuals in connection with the fires in Washington. One of the suspects, Jeffrey Alan Acord, has been accused of setting a fire along Highway 167. He live-streamed himself on the scene of the fire and reported it to police, claiming that he literally pulled over to call it in. Other drivers, however, told police they watched the 36-year-old Puyallup man walk into a field carrying a lighter and cardboard, KIRO 7 reported. The outlet added that Acord is a regular attendee at Seattle defund police rallies. He is also facing charges for allegedly breaking into a gas station. Jacob Altona, 28, has also been arrested in connection to arson. Additionally, Anita Esquivel, 37, has been arrested for deliberately setting fires in California, according to the California Highway Patrol. The news comes as Democrat politicians continue to blame the fires across the region on climate change. Politicians, such as Sen. Bernie Sanders (I-VT), are largely using the devastation to push for a Green New Deal but continue to ignore the reality of poor forest management and environmentalist policies that contribute to the massive wildfires, such as putting an emphasis on fire suppression rather than prescribed burning. Despite that, Gov. Gavin Newsom (D) has used the tragedy to declare the debate around climate change over for good. The debate is over around climate change. Just come to the state of California, observe it with your own eyes, Newsom said with a grin. It s not an intellectual debate, it s not even debatable : CA Gov. Gavin Newsom: "The debate is OVER around climate change." pic.twitter.com/ATFQQWOpsa The Hill (@thehill) September 11, 2020 On Saturday, the National Interagency Fire Center reported that 97 fires have burned 4.7 million acres across the west. More than 29,000 firefighters and support personnel are assigned to wildfires. Evacuation orders are in place for 40 large fires in California, Oregon, Washington, Colorado, Idaho, and Utah, the agency reported.
Newsom's idea of avoiding wildfires is rolling blackouts - you know - because Edison has deep pockets and can be blamed for everything and the citizens can suffer. This is so we don't figure out what a sham the solar and wind turbine taxes are since they're not any sort of buffer or failover as was promised.
After commanding their minions to set fires, the Democrat leaders are now saying, "OMG look at this Climate Change. It's real." Welcome to the new distraction. Start wildfires and blame all Americans for climate change. THEN DEMAND climate change laws "or your neighbor burns next." #46 I traveled to a well known "old money" nearby city via motorcycle this weekend and there were BLM posters on stop signs and telephone poles up and down the streets. Later that weekend, I went to Ikea to get my son a new bed frame. Every other person there looked like an antifa meth-head. I was coming out of my skin. It seems there's nowhere to run from the insanity. Newsom gets away with what he gets away with people people don't fight back. The same is true everywhere. My mother was in line at Sam's club the other day. She's in her 70's. A black couple barged in front of her in line and the woman put her hand on her hip and evil-stared at her the entire time. I think we are at a turning point. The media and the extreme left have poisoned our nation. There's so much truth in this video... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwTu-PHWjSE
PS I actually stop going to Sam's Club long ago because of people cutting right in front of me in line. There were a couple times when I lost my shit and started yelling, "DO YOU FEEL ENTITLED TO CUT IN LINE?". I realized later that I could get myself killed in the parking lot. Is it Sam's Club or Metro Detroit? IDK. There are many reasons I resent Amazon and this is one of them. Sometimes there are few choices.
Newsom feeds the trolls. The trolls continue. In California, they have a massive catch&release program for non-violent felons and thieves. It's off the rails. The cops can't do anything about it. Basically, a burglar or car thief is out and walking in a day or two. Alot of these folks are going around with stolen firearms and still getting let back onto the street.
I'm just going to leave this here. https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/wireStory/california-study-reparations- black-americans-73351858
re #50 If it goes anything like the Austrian reparations then they'll institute it and then declare it ended 6 years later "due to lack of funding and moratorium" They sent me pics of family artwork and bank accounts which "The Company" had taken possession after the moratorium (I was a year late inquiring about claimants so I could locate dislocated relatives aka diaspora - since most of the family had been wiped out.) "The Company" was literally a UK national bank (Bank of England, shhh!) which had created a shelter in 'territory of Palestine'. When I dug into it, they said something along the lines of 50k shekels worth of silver from a factory (hats/gloves) and 700shekels worth of property (in 1939 value) had been given to "the state". Survivors? Meh! Preposterous. Reparations for having dark skin. Nevermind Kamala's grandfather was part of the Indian slave trade in Jamaica and owned slaves! LOL! The end result will be coffers for Newsom's descendants and property plenty of fake paper mill diplomas in project management. Maybe they'll go the Dept of Interior route and give some of that prime Mojave real estate (full of arsenic and 1950's nuclear radiation) plots of land?
Your parent's California: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4fvxx8cIdn4 Your kid's California: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCJ_e76mz6Q The arrogance of many in CA is that they think CA is the United States and the rest of the United States is backward and stupid. Very ironic. "Who's on the winning team?" "YOU ARE!" It's the end of the world as we know it POTUS has COVID, they will poison him before the election and we know it It will seem like a normal death because of COVID and we know it And I feel fine
re #52 My grandma's California https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFrVoG-edFc My kid's California https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQvDRe79F8k Baldwin does a funny Trump on SNL but I'm still waiting for the Cougar Pelosi imitation by James Wood
My kid is rebelling with rap. I'm encouraging it. LOL Not so much fun when your dad embraces what you thought was dangerous. "Oh yeah, I used to listen to Public Enemy and NWA too. You should try this record. Do you want me to order the vinyl?" No mind game will go unnoticed or unplayed. ha ha ha ha
Saw this. Thought it was weird. https://i.pinimg.com/originals/5a/a9/4a/5aa94a5b3c94e703a42c49ce35f9e6b0. jpg
re #54 Public Enemy is actually the dance troupe version of EPMD. https://www.eastofeden.me/blog/flashback-friday-dr-dre-before-nwa/ Not sure which is more annoying - a kid trying to rebel or a kid acting into everything you like. I suppose both versions are inevitable as kids trying to self identify. I remember when I broke all my father's Elvis albums by accident.
The rebellion is a good thing as long as it's not going too far. IMO shows some passion, critical thinking, experimenting. Kids that don't rebel are fucking robots. Those are the psychopaths with no personality. We both know a guy who was forced to live his father's dream as a wrestler. That guy used to get his ass beat if he didn't wrestle to the dad's expectations. That guy doesn't talk to his dad to this day. I saw the father and son at another friend's dad's funeral (LM) and they didn't even look at each other. I think this goes along the lines of being forced to comply with the parent's whims and not being able to rebel.
re #57 Wrestle, deal pot to pay the rent, and some comments about "don't be one of those loser combat vets" were all demanded for the short time he and I conversed. Robot psychopath is a very descript and spot on way of putting it. I'd hate to be a role model - there's way too much out there beyond my tastes and interests to be missed! You know..things like Nascar *blink*
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Every major innovation including arts, education, religion, accounting, etc. came from the ancient Sumerians (but credited to Greeks and Romans!!!). Perhaps we should look back to their history to find a way out of our morass. "Robot psychopath is a very descript and spot on way of putting it." Cue: "We are the robots" by Kraftwerk
re #60 We need to do a study and provide reparations to the Sumerians who have become incarcerated. You know..kinda like the new law here in Cali https://leginfo.legislature.ca.gov/faces/billCompareClient.xhtml?bill_id=2 0192 0200AB3121&showamends=false
There is now a big push in liberal media to lib-splain the mass exodus out of San Francisco and NYC. I have read it and also was exposed to an NPR podcast (wife: "you HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIS") They are saying the fact that people are working remotely now means they are looking for cheaper rent elsewhere. No mention of draconian covid lockdown laws. No mention of perverse class-warfare taxes. "WE ARE IN CONTROL." Welcome to the technocracy. We are now in something that is beyond 1984. They erase history. They tell you how to feel. They tell you what you can and can't say. They tell you WHAT YOUR REALITY IS. They misinform you and tell you that they have "fact checked" the truth away without explanation. They tell you to "believe in science" like "science" is not a process but a god. A god that backs up their agenda. The rig search results, erase people, blacklist people, censor people, create systems that confirm their lies, and so on. Anyone who sides with this and thinks they are rebelling is a f-ing moron. The very idea that siding with a vast establishment is some kind of anarchy or rebellion is beyond ludicrous. Then again, I'm sure someone will say any idea to the contrary has been "debunked". Funny how less than a month to election and mysterious "extreme right militias" are coming out of nowhere. Funny - the infowars podcast last week - Jones said (paraphrasing) "you watch, the leader will turn out to be exonerated from some other case. That's the hallmark of an FBI setup." "Delaware militiaman, 44, arrested in plot to kidnap Gretchen Whitmer was PARDONED last year on gun, assault and burglary convictions because prosecutors believed he had gotten himself on the right track " Pardoned by Democrat Delaware Gov. John Carney: https://distincttoday.net/2020/10/10/militiaman-44-arrested-in-plot-to- kidnap-gretchen-whitmer-was-pardoned-last-year/ Imagine that! <i>inside job</i>
2020 Election Anthem https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fVmJjbmJbk
That about sums it up.
Q: "Alexa, what are the 79 days of hell?" A: "I'm sorry. I don't know that." Q: "Hey Siri, what are the 79 days of hell?" A: "I found this on the web" *no relevant answer* Q: "Hey Google, what are the 79 days of hell?" A: -answer scrubbed from search results- Q: Tries to look it up on Alex Jones banned.video, apple laptop can't find the address, even with Firefox. So what are the 79 days of hell? Any takers?
re #65 The NWO "great reset" climate change crusade. Socialism backed by wealth taxes, Green Deal penalties, and funded by pseudo-visionaries of Micro$oft, big petrol, UN, and monarchies. How will it start? a Greater than Great Depression Stuff will magically dry up and disappear - stuff as in staples, necessities, and basics. Divide & Conquer will flourish as Diversity & Inclusion The Stuff (physiological) disappears, then personal safety (no ammo, no cops, no justice) Diversity & Exclusion will dilute and dimish sense of community and it will engender gangs and militias. Domestic terror labels will be plentiful. Self confidence, affirmation, and esteem will go out the window. Get your orders from the Party. Report for duty. Do not question. Do not think. Do. Google Classroom will groupthink. Heal the Planet. Get in your box. "We appreciate you"
"The Stuff (physiological) disappears, then personal safety (no ammo, no cops, no justice)" The very first thing the left did was demand prisoners were released "due to covid". Then they told us they would confiscate every guy. Then they said they wanted to defund the police No ammo? Huh. *that's weird* Reducing our personal liberties and right to defend ourselves from their private terror armies, step-by-step. I just heard that Zoom now has more stock ownership than Exxon Mobile. The paradigm shift began when people gave in to the false reality being projected for the divide and rule. Business travel, dead. Small businesses closing. You are right. Wait until food insecurity becomes a thing. That will light the fuse... "Greater than Great Depression" I'm living in a fantasy world right now where I'm anticipating Amazon orders of toys and distractions. I know very well what is coming and I'm just trying to eat as much cake as I can. Not going to apologize. I have been at the bottom and thought "I should have done this and that". There's nothing we can do to prepare for what is coming next.
"gun" not "guy"
Zoom is the exit interview. Food shortages are coming. No ammo Next - no fuel Then - no supply chain
Cake and ice cream, super hero movies, a walk in the park. Whatever makes you feel good. Can't hide from the vengeance of the left. Class warfare, 2021. You can't tax your way into prosperity. Venezuela-style wheel-barrels of cash for tacos and cheetos. When everyone is broke, everyone is equal. Don't worry, China will rebuild your infrastructure in exchange for access and control of every port, railway and airport. Ready for the internet kill-switch in the days before and after the election? Some things will work for some people. Some people did something. We don't care about your constitution. The UN, WHO, big tech and the "scientists" have a consensus and they decided what's best for you.
When cell phones stop working people will lose their cool
The kill switch will be more about access and control of certain information. They have been honing their craft. Just going to say it again. My prediction: Trump wins in a landslide. Big tech and media claim Russian interference and funny business with uncounted mail in votes. Delay for a period. Depending on the delay period they will do one of two things: Weeks - just blatantly lie and say Biden won, don't argue with science. Up to inauguration- ammendment 20, congress picks Biden or if they really want to provoke unrest, Harris as potus. They will appeal to America. Accept this to unify America, or else.
resp:72 While there are many who would welcome that scenario, no one is smart enough to actually pull it off. So we will just get chaos.
I think the chaos is something that will happen regardless of any outcome. The difference this time is that both sides will engage. Obviously being nice and playing by the rules isn't getting conservatives anywhere. What will conservative civil disobedience look like?
resp:74 Well-armed, for a start.
Arab Spring come home to roost. All the social media will be weaponized for civil discourse on a large scale. It's too obvious right now isn't it?
Well, it's not a stretch when the liberals admit what they are going to do in public. You know...I was searching for the articles I saw maybe 5 years ago where mainstream news outlets were saying something to the effect - "George Soros wants Color Revolution for America" and didn't find a single article. Yet I know for a fact that I read them and discussed them. No one seemed alarmed at the time and now the articles are gone and the media talking heads will NEVER mention Soros or his schemes. In fact, you may have seen the Fox interview with Newt Gingrich this year. He references Soros and it was like a bomb went off. https://www.breitbart.com/the-media/2020/09/17/fox-news-cuts-off-newt- gingrich-after-he-points-out-george-soros-role-in-electing-prosecutors/ This reality we live in where obvious things are happening and have happened and the media looks you dead in the eye and claims they aren't real - gaslighting - it's SICK and people are either too dumb to realize it (making it that much more effective) or they are playing along because "by any means necessary." What do you think?
Soros = wizard behind the curtain It's amazing how people have zero to say about Biden's shortcomings. It's very different than the "don't mansplain to me" of 2016. The "oh shit could backfire" is out there..yet the "let's loot the hell out of local business" is just one cop shooting away. Nobody speaks about it but there it is. I watch Biden do his campaign visits in the cheap throw-away baby blue mask while his whole entourage has the spandex multi-use masks. He's a total used car salesman and the idea of his remaining POTUS is obviously not the plan. Harris/Pelosi is just around the corner.
Meet 2020's Gucci purse: https://www.pcmag.com/news/apples-airpods-max-over-ear-headphones-are-her e-and-theyre-expensive People will skip rent, visit food banks and send their kids to school during the summers yet manage to buy these $600 headphones. It's been known that Apple uses slave labor in China. This is probably the sickest joke to come out of the year with everything else considered. And there were a lot of sick jokes. So yeah, get yours today. They are revolutionary! I was hoping someone would finally invent over-the-ear headphones.
*meant to say send their kids to school during summers for the "free" food
I think the story about Apple's Chinese labor conditions was out before 2020, but it is surely one of the greatest scandals of our times. It is a mystery why anyone, including Apple management tolerates it and remains silent. Establishing international standards for labor rights and making their observance a condition of doing business would make globalization a more humane enterprise.
No Longhua distance charges https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2017/jun/18/foxconn-life-death-forb idde n-city-longhua-suicide-apple-iphone-brian-merchant-one-device-extract
#81 It's okay because Nike and Apple financially support BLM. There's no slavery. "It's been debunked." ;) #82 The nets are installed to prevent worker turnover. Slaves making products? We re all over that The media/government covers for apple by declaring from time to time that apple products will be made in America. It is my belief that there are many in America who would LOVE for Americans to slave away in Foxconn factories here with the same working conditions. As much as I loathe the Union mentality here, Unions are essential to keep this kind of thing happening here. What happens after the power shifts further to China? How long will it take before people are lining up for slave labor jobs in America?
There should be a doll of a fat lesbian holding a cat that when you pull the string says, "it's a conspiracy theory/it's been debunked". I'd carry it around with me.
re #84 https://i.pinimg.com/originals/a6/5e/63/a65e63b57fd339ce679547d96e8ca2ac.j pg
Says "friend of Barbie" on the box. LMAO Indoctrination must start early I suppose. Barbie's friend says, "you can pick your gender" "your dad is part of the problem" "men are useless" "scissors aren't just for crafting"
Prediction: since the extreme left are now mainstream and virtually unopposed, they will most definitely eat their own. The snake eating its tail. https://tinyurl.com/yc37qzp9 Saw this, had to laugh: https://www.cbsnews.com/news/alyssa-milano-suffers-hair-loss-covid-19/
re #27 Did Mickey Rourke hack into Alyssa's twitter?
resp:88 You mean "re #87".
Yes! My typing is atroshious
I'm just going to leave this here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy5u2DIA2c8 "I'm a history major!" ~ knows nothing about history; even the basics I recall a past grexer that claimed to have an economics major...LMAO Simply having the credential means they have the authority to make up facts with a degree of confidence and indignation.
resp:91 The civilization that can't be bothered to inculcate basic historical information, let alone moral values, in younger generations is doomed.
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(I went too far there...ha ha ha) When the great reset happens, what will happen to Seattle? How do people used to good cell phone reception and take out meals survive when the foods trucks stop rolling and the electricity is out? Gosh, I wish I could just see it unfold. When the white kids burned downtown because BLM, Soros had bricks delivered on pallets. Imagine if someone funded flamethrowers and grenades for Schwab's big day. What's the tipping point? No internet or electricity and 3 am door knocks?
I'll whisper the tipping point to you but it may be muffled by my mask
I'm still hoping #84 comes true one day. Please let it happen.
https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/american-girl-doll-fans-lgbt-kira-16311551 0.ht ml Meet Kira
"Kira Down Under" -EW! Not butch or fat enough to represent IMO. And it needs to complain when you pull the string. This comment under the article, "I am completely freaked out by the adults participating in a "doll community". LOL (I'm quietly reassuring myself that my Mego Star Trek dolls are "action figures") https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/? u=https%3A%2F%2Fi.pinimg.com%2Foriginals%2Ff6%2Fe2%2F83%2Ff6e28390e92db9 0982f03efd6774ce57.jpg&f=1&nofb=1&ipt=b92575f2017a699b003fec6457aec3cbbb 543831ab5104e58ca1c5efc8e076d8&ipo=images
re #98 ....in the british colony of Hong Kong
#98 (sorry for that terrible link) Yeah, that's pretty funny. Something I didn't think of on Christmas morning in 1975 when I was 5 ripping Spock out of his plastic bubble.
resp:100 Been there, done that.
"Fascinating"
Love those little blue phasers and communicators. FYI in case you didn't already know, Marty Abrams, the Mego founder resurrected many of the Mego "action figures" and added new ones like IT the Clown, Blair from Facts of Life and some Star Trek New Generation figures. https://www.martyabrams.com/ I confess I bought a bunch of the Star Trek figures, the DC Comics figures and a couple of the Planet of the Apes (had to!!!). I sincerely wish they would bring Micronauts back but Hasbro has the license and they have been making promises for years with nothing to show for the fans. :(
resp:103 What a blast from the past! I didn't realize Mego got so big.
I just checked Amazon and apparently the Planet of the Apes collection. https://www.amazon.com/s? k=mego+planet+apes&crid=37Y3RZK14AG8Y&sprefix=mego+planet+ap%2Caps%2C228& ref=nb_sb_noss_2 Looks like I'm behind on my collecting!!! IMO you are never too old for this stuff. :)
Rodney Dangerfield ruined anything with Roddy McDowell for me
Remember Chaz? A great experiment into what a modern, Marxist civilization would look like. Mob rule reinforced with violence, dependency on external energy, food and other material goods while despising the providers of said energy/food/goods. Arbitrary, contradictory ethics that self-implode. But no one wants to talk about it for obvious reasons. I wonder why GOP types didn't say during the election, 'If Marxist policies worked, than Chaz would have been a success. Remember Chaz?'
CHAZ/CHOP is the reason I'll never go back to Seattle. Insanity.
The crime problems that arise from intentional poverty (underachieving, entitled white people with flippant criminal aspirations) is causing businesses to leave blue cities. They can't call it white flight anymore! Defund police, decriminalize theft and setup tent cities outside businesses and wonder why you no longer have access to fresh food. RACISM! They can't complain their way into legitimacy or prosperity. 2023 is going to be :fire:
Air marshalls on 1% of flights because they've had to divert all resources to the border patrol. 9/11 v2.0 isn't if but when. Meanwhile, if there aren't impeachment proceedings then consider it all a done deal that there is no one guarding the country.
Airlines have announced that only one pilot will be driving the plane due to "early retirements" (not vaccine mandates!). I sincerely hope those air marshals have flight training. America has been set up. !!! Don't worry though, with a rail strike on the horizon, there's no fear of starvation. Simply get your vaccine, collect unlimited government benefits, never leave the basement, migrate from twitter to mastodon. Robots in flying cars will deliver your taco bell forever. [soy face] [gender pronouns] [tik tok dancing video]
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I drew up my 2023 investment plan this morning. Includes alcohol, tobacco, fast food, funeral services, public storage, discount retail, financial debt services and finally, private sector prisons. Not kidding at all. There's also a few dividend options thrown in for good measure. I'm 100% counting on people to make bad decisions and do what feels good for the moment. After I made the list, I celebrated by dancing around the kitchen like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=en1uwIzI3SE
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I know Arthur Brown is English but he has Detroit DNA. Or maybe Iggy and Alice were copying him??? Hmmm... Alice has named him as an inspiration. Without Arthur Brown (who toured with Hendrix, The Doors and Frank Zappa) I don't think we would have Ramstein or Marilyn Manson. Wouldn't it be fun to see Arthur Brown in one of those old Detroit or Hamtramck bars? I mean if you could go back in time. That video is probably the coolest thing I've ever seen on youtube.
I'm picturing Oopsy warming up on Sunday morning for his show using Arthur Brown and Stooges videos
Michigan Republicans wanted to do away with collecting sales and use taxes on "delivery and installation" services with a $200M tax incentive. Their intent was to retain (or attract more) businesses to the state. In California, a delivery charge is not taxable when: You ship directly to the purchaser by common carrier, contract carrier, or US Mail. Hey Michigan, stop competing with Newsom for most Communist governor!
Seriously. *hands up* *slaps forehead* We just compete for ESG cookies and kudos. A race to the bottom. John Kerry wants a new tax for "climate reparations." Remember, the "adults are in charge".
re #120 California has a reparations bill already in the hopper..something like $215k to select black folks as compensation for housing market disparities in California. It's going to be massive - and I'm still amiss what the ROI is aside from redistribution of wealth. Not sure if they'll tie it to a lending program or some other way to screw the recipients into an insane mortgage or something. Nobody ever wins with these "handouts" which are veiled scams on everyone involved.
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