This is what I have to say to everyone, since everyone seems to think I
was scared by the pathetic threats and language..and a direct quote.."what
happened to our fearless megan, did she get scared and runaway with her tail
between her legs"-thanks Jim, but no.  What I did do was get away from
the immaturity and ridiculousness that is going on here.  I intend to keep
it that way.  I can not control individuals.  I can only come up with ideas
and see what people think.  I am not a mind reader, I am human, and I make
mistakes.  If Jim, you feel your ideas weren't listened to, I don't feel the
same because I tried to take in to account everyones thoughts.  I have never
been unfair or wrong. Like I had said before, what you put into something
is what you get out.  GrexOhio , in conference , is a place to share ideas
and thoughts, plan activities, on a place to discuss items of intrest we all
have/had in common amoung the-dare I say "group".  It is not a place to
settle personal arguments in a mean and demeaning way, for vulgar language
or total direspect for another persons feelings.  Considered no one called
me anytime before all this to express what I was doing was wrong, I don't feel
i should be attacked for simply trying to start a helpful cause and come
up with something fun to do.  If someone here thinks I will be deeply hurt
for the loss of this conference or group, I won't be.  This is not where my
life is centered.  it will be shame though, because as years go on, it would
have been a great way to keep in touch, see what everyone was doing, and
try to hang out once in awhile.  That is a loss in itself.  Everyone rememebr
when you keep moving on in your life that when you join a group of some sort,

or get a job, whatever you do, there is a proper way to express your ideas
and feelings.  Public humiliation is not one of them.  It has no class, and
shows only complete sings on immaturity.  In my last response I said what I
needed to without running my mouth like a 6th grader just learning their
cus words.  I am disappointed to think that I thought I knew good people, 
only to find I really never knew them at all.  Some of you are a bit more
bitter than others, and for no strong apparent reason, but whatever.  This
is not a battle.  I don't care.  it's your group of frinds that keeps argueing
with each otehr.  If you think I was scared of, or hurt, I'm not, and won't
be, I've just sat back to watch and see.  Careful who you choose for friends,

some people turn pretty quickly, and very unforgivingly.
Good Luck to all of you in whatever you do.  Comments welcome, assuming
someone
probably has an objection to this too. :)

111 responses total.

Very well said Megan, very nice. I agree.

Yeah you go girl.

First Craig Get the fuck outta thius cf and why doesn't grexohio stop noone
really cares if they did you'd know 
or i could just make rob freeze all the items :)

You don't like it that much....why don't YOU get the fuck out of it?

Craig:  I'vew been trying that for a long time...it probally won't work...and,
You're always welcome here...  (:P

*Smooch* *smooch*
<somebody is kissing someone's ass here...> Look, I know this is GrexOHIO,
and meant for people of our organization, but, it's not like it's restricted.
Craig can come here. Anyone cane come here. So, don't argue bout it.

Well, first of all, this is a Conference, which is open to anyone.  Second,

you can not make Rob do anything, he cannot as far as I know simply freeze
everything in a conference because you are dissatisfied with what is being
said.  Just because I out talked you, and you're mad, thats fine.  But stop
threatening me.  I am a fair witness in this conference, and I make those
decisions unless I have lost control somehow.  Which I have now-and those
decisions also include Rob, who may I add is not happy with a lot of you. 
Jim, if you dislike who comes in this conference, and if you dislike the idea
of finding an easy way to communicate with people and arrange to hang out with
friends, then leave.  At this point, you are not welcome by me until you talk
to me personally and try explaining why you are being so incredibly harsh and
immature about everything.  Try takeing a look at yourself and what you say
and your actions.  You are cooking your own goose, not mine.  If your friends
like you that way, then that is their own fault.  I will not tell you myself
to leave from a personal standpoint, just know I don't want you here until
you can grow up some.  I'm sorry you're hating life so much that you have to
take all your anger out on little things and people that never did a thing
to you.  Hope things change for you.

I apologize Craig for the ude things being said to you.

(I would just like to point out how you respond without using such distasteful
language-I urge some of you to try it)

First of all....Andy, IF you're talking to me, you can kiss MINE.....
Secondly, I also agree with andy and Megan...it's a GREX conf....avalible to
anybody...not just the Ohio-members..so....Blah!

I've had so many rude things said to me the last few months I don't give a
shit anymore. He can insult me until he's blue in the face. I don't care.

*grin* Sorry to hear that in some ways Craig-but I bet *someone* is now a bit
red in the face!!hehe

Yea red in the face heheh, noone can inbarrass me make me feel bad or
anything, muther fuckin hoes, i'll come here just to piss everyone off!
/.

<frosh snores>

<Megan giggles at Andy>

You know what?  I haven't read this in a while.... and from what I have read
it looks like it's a good idea that I haven't!  Jim why in the hell are you
acting like such a dick? (Oh nevermind. I answered my own question.)  But just
for everyone else's sake, Jim isn't pissed at anyone that contributes to this
discussion, and people sure as hell embarrass him and piss him off, you just
gotta know the topic.  He knows what I'm talking about, and quite frankly I
think he's obsessed.  My father thinks I've cracked up and that I need help,
well I know people that are much worse off than me.  It scares me to see how
emotionally unstable some people are.  I'm not claiming I'm stable either,
hell I KNOW I'm crazy, my mood changes with the winds, but at least I realize
it.  Some people don't until it's too late and it consumes that persons life.
Megan is right, some of you are really acting immature (including me, I can
remember on more than one occation that I've had said something low about
someone on here)  but that's okay, we all make mistakes, but we should learn
from them, not let them keep happening.  This was setup to get to know some
other people in the Ohio area, but it's branched out and has become something
bigger.  Now, we have one of the "regulars" isn't even in Ohio, but it's okay
because his opinion on some stuff counts.  If you are in here to bitch and
complain, you are in the Wrong place.  If you are in here to discuss and meet
and learn about people from Ohio and other places, more power to you.  I've
had my say, go ahead some moron go ahead and tell me how much of a arrogent
bastard I am for saying this, for siding with a WOMAN for christs sakes...
well this woman is my friend, some one I admire for trying to coordinate the
bunch of us idiots.  I just want to say, Thanks Megan, thanks for putting up
with all of our crap.

<Keri, wide-eyed, wonders what all she's REALLY missed while she's been gone>

I do agree with Mike, though... he has a good point :)  <huggle>
Megan, thanks for everything you've done putting up with the crap you've been
given.  At least SOME (most) of us appreciate it.  Dont let the one/few who
don't ruin it for the rest of us.

blah blah blah thats all this is Blah

<frosh rolls over on his bed and falls down>

Well Keri, if you would return my phone calls I'd fill you in... (hint hint
=) )

Well...After that paragraph of Mike's (Which is what I was thinking), I don't
think there's much to say on the subject anymorte....

Let me tell you how much I appriciated that Mike.  I was wondering how long
it would take until someone supported me, or if I was wrong who my
friends were.  Some people are still afraid to voice their opinion, and that's
fine.  So Mike, Sean and keri, thank you :)
Jim perhaps you could call me sometime and tell me what your real problem is?
Wouldn't that be different. i'm always willing to listen, in person. Angry
words don't run off real friends.  I wonder how many of those you'll be
able to find in your life.

I have never had real friends so it doesn't matter

Let's just leave Jim alone...k? He has his own set of problems...so does
everyone. It's just I know why he is mad. <frosh falls back asleep>]

Re #18:  Mike, I know, I know.... :)  And I'm sorry!  It's just that I have
TWO (yes, count them, 2!) Proms coming up in 2 weeks (with 2 different
guys), track, work, Leos, More Than Us, NHS, Prom Committee, Advanced
Placement Exams for college credit, homework... I'm a mess.  I'll try to give
you a call sometime soon :)  <hugz till then>

<wonders in how many directions keri can stretch before she snaps>

Andy, it's not that I'm picking on Jim, I'm just letting him know that even
after he's been so mean to me, I'm still willing to listen to the real
problem if he choose to.  I am not stupid, I know this is not what he's
so mad about, beside the general point, you don't take your anger out
in the wrong place. This is the wrong place. That's all.

No it is not

Sorry the long over due paragraph was so late, I don't get on much as of late.
(Keri's not the only one that is busy! =) )

*Megan is giving up with rational remarks here for some people*

And now not am I just busy with everything going on in life, but I have
to do it all with a broken nose, too.
I broke my nose at a party after prom, and didn't go to the E.R. until
16 hours after it happened.  By now, it's quite big and purple... and to think,
I have another prom to go to NEXT friday!

Broke your nose? Were you drinking?! Nobody just breaks their nose :) 2 proms?
2 guys? Hmm...(frosh ponders) Anyone watch the Shining on tv? It was great

Yes, I broke my nose.  No, I wasn't drinking... at was at a school sponsored
after-prom party, and I was jumping on a trampoline, doing backflips, and
busted my nose with my knee.  Totally sober.
And yes, 2 proms iwth 2 different guys.  They know about eachotehr, though.
<grin>

They may know about each other, but have they seen each other recently? (If
they have I'm suprized it's not one of them that has the broken nose! =) )
<grin>
Oh, Keri, did you call a few days ago and leave a message with my sister? 
She had asked me if I had called you back, I didn't even know you called!

Yeah, Mike, I had called :)  But no problem... I think I left pretty soon
after I called you.  Maybe I'll bless you some time with another phone call :)
But actually, Jeff and Dan have never met.  And if I have any control
over the situation, they never will :)
Oh, and speaking of Dan... I'd better get going.  He'll be hegre any
minute :)
<beam>

heh....Prom, what a shitty time.....Afterhours, what an AWSOME
time....(especally after 5 cans of surge in the span of 20 minutes, ansd then
3 hours of "wally-beach-volleyball"...now, THAT'S fun!!!!!  (:P  )
(well...fun, untill the surge hits your bowels.....but, that's ANOTHER
story....  (:P  )

        Oh, And, I'd also like to make a formal appoligy to everyone that was
caught up in my anger with the "incident"....I'm sorry...I was having a really
bad month, and, I just needed some venting...and, I think at this time, I'm
pretty much vented as much as possible....so, liofe goes on, and I'm sorry....

Keri, when did you ever become such a user?
<is disgusted>

Hey sean sounds cool, wo did you go with. You seemed vented you like talked
to me :)

Oh...I went to Prom with Fujino...(We doubled with Nate and Amy, and Johnathan
(Stwert) and Laura....)

I would just like to say, I'M SO LOST IT'S NOT FUNNY!!! =)  SO anyways, how
about them Crew? (Just 1st in the league and shit, no BIG deal ;) )

eh?

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