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Wordsworth is dead, and I am stuck in this damn spaceship. Going to some damn planet and who knows which one or why? Nobody tells us. All I know is, this whole trip is going to soak up more years of my life than I want to think about. It was the metal that got me to sign up. The silver-shiny walls and railings, the resounding clank of the doors giving a sense of such secure certainty, the smooth cold feel of the control panels under my hands. Wordsworth is dead, nobody can change that, but I needed something to compensate. So here I am stuck in this damn spaceship. Going to some damn planet and who knows which one or why? Nobody tells us. I work my butt off all day down in the engine room, watching gauges and pulling levers and adjusting dials, reporting problems to this bastard of a supervisor with his slicked-down green hair and painted nails and gold nose ring and permanent sneer pasted on his face. How do people get to be like that? He really gets some of the other guys down with his pompous attitude, but I just do my job and don't make waves and don't let it get to me. At least they give you your own cabin, so I've got a bit of privacy after my shift is over and they've served the last meal of the day. I think they do that so the crew members won't talk to each other too much and reinforce each others' discontendedness. Keep things calm and quiet. Less chance of things building to a mutiny that way. But I don't really care why they do it. I just hole up in my cabin and read Catullus and Sterne and of course Charles Bukowski, who is my favorite. Wordsworth is dead, I am stuck, what else can I do? Here, in the perpetual night of deep space, just before sleep, I lie on my bed and stare out the porthole at the infinity of stars, my hand stroking the smooth cold metal wall. Wordsworth is dead.
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Wordsworth is dead. Also Donne. And Shakespeare, so I hear. So what else is new? Get those monkeys typing! <g>
Shakespeare never lived (Brighn continues to spread his blasphemy.)
Its raining.
<Brighn opens an umbrella and tentatively holds out a hand, but doesn't feel any drops.>
bye brighn--- going do-own! He drops. Does he feel it?
****SPLAT!**** Look away, folks, it isn't pretty.
anybody got a spoon? ah, nevermind, I found an old straw.
Her, mabye you could use this skittle. .s
urk!
wordsworth has a nasty habit of doing that...
Going splat? OR handing random friends crockery? (or wsa it a candy).
Ooh, crumbs.
Penfold, shush!
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