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zoe
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valentines hell
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Feb 10 21:05 UTC 1999 |
i detest this.
absorbing life--
(for all its worth)
processing the pain,
just fall silent into the shadows...
eaten away by the stress of society,
now engulped by the bare bones of the earth..
nothing to show for yourself but a large stone and a few wilting
flowers from days gone by..
solitude and rejection just push--
and push
and push...
UNTIL ITS ALL TO MUCH...
UNTIL YOU GIVE INTO THE PRESSURE EXERTED...
UNTIL YOU LOOSE IT ALL AND LET THEM CRY IN AWE THAT THEY COULD PUSH
YOU THAT FAR.
leaving me red-eyed and alone...
so much pain,
a cut that never stopped bleeding.
five years...
five years to this day since i saw you for the last time.
its all my fault--
the more i attempted to make you feel better,
the deeper the blade sunk into your heart.
let me put away the past...
why do you haunt me so..
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| 25 responses total. |
zoe
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response 1 of 25:
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Feb 10 21:10 UTC 1999 |
pain... pain is our newfound friend..
i usually write of things that happen to me, spiritually or physically.
this is no exception...
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zoe
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response 2 of 25:
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Feb 11 00:25 UTC 1999 |
joe... ENGUPLED ENGUPLED ENGUPLED ENGUPLED ENGUPLED ENGUPLED!!!! take
that you feindish profectionsist.. if it wasn't a word, i don't think
i'd use it!!!
besides.. i'm just a little girly-girl.. i romp through the kiddie
section of barns n nobles.. i can write my own english if i do so feel
like it..
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lumen
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response 3 of 25:
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Feb 11 06:57 UTC 1999 |
I like the word-- has different meanings than 'engulfed'.
Zowie, zoe, how do you manage to write such disturbing stuff? I haven't been
near this angsty in years.
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toking
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response 4 of 25:
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Feb 11 11:44 UTC 1999 |
resp:2 have it yer way then, I'll just chock it up next to "brunsert"
O / O
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