Crash and burn-- is music fading from my life?

Oct 28 01:14 UTC 2000

Student teaching did NOT work out, so I am piecing together an 
individual studies degree and wondering how the hell I am ever 
going to have a job that might be music-related.

Right now, the instrument that tickles my fancy is one I am still a 
beginner with.

For that matter, I'm not sure I can find any job that will fit an 
introverted, intuitive, feeling, perceiving/judging person like me 
who does better at exploring plethoras of possibilities and ideas 
than actually making anything that can be tangible.  In other words, 
I feel like I am trapped in a technical world that cares only about 
the bottom line, linear thinking, concrete solutions, and tangible 
results.

I don't feel like the world needs my creative ideas because I can't 
make it into something physical.  I feel hopelessly philosophic.

So what the hell do I do now?