write this (sorry folks)

Apr 13 18:17 UTC 2003

FUCK YOU! (figuurlijk)

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It is the night and day colliding causing one big flash of intermidiate
darkness and some sunshine, nothing really changes, it's warm enough
and one can sleep at night, it's my life, one dull grey place.

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I walked to the end,
and I stopped.
I looked behind me,
nothing ...
I looked before me,
nothing ...
Everywhere I looked,
nothing ...
Where to go from here?
What to do from here?
Who to talk to from here?
How to live with nothing?

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SUPERPORNOMAGUNDERMYBEDFORYOUTOFINDANDCOMEUPON

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One hears words vague,
One sees the eyes vague,
One feels pain clearly,
One screams loudly,
One is heard vague,
One is seen vague,
One sees the beast,
One dies, it feasts...

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Has there been anything before me?
Will there be something without me?
Will all disapear when I die?
All will blossom when I'm gone!

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You own me now,
you can do what you want,
toss me out, keep me
for when times are worse.
Use me when you need comfort.
You can ignore me if you want,
destroy me, or cherish me.
You can put me on your stove to look at
you can put me on the attic so I won't take space.
You can take me with you and hold on to me.
You can leave me now.
You can break me,
you can trade me with someone better.
will you?
I'm scared


Sorry this is worth nothing, but I like to enjoy being a free man, for the
time it lasts