response 188 of 357:

Jan 16 21:29 UTC 2004

As I write this, I haven't seen any responses after resp:187.

I guess I have to regard it as true.  Mary posted some things and then 
censored them, but some people were able to see what she said.

I guess I'll view it that she thought it was her duty; as a nurse, as a 
citizen, whatever.  It's an evaluation of what Mary thinks of me, 
clearly.

I can't blame anyone for doing what they thought right; trying to 
protect someone's life or well-being; or anything like that.  If I 
thought I was doing that, I'd call the police, too, or do anything else 
I thought I had to do.

On the other hand, when I think of the effects Mary could have had, and 
from my perspective, *tried* to have, it's pretty chilling.  I wasn't 
even made aware of that until now, and got it 3rd hand.  That's, um, 
not very friendly.  I got it by accident at that (Mary didn't intend 
for me to know about it).

All together, I'd have to say it's the most hostile thing anyone has 
ever done to me except for the divorce itself.

I'll have to think about it some more before I decide what it all means.

I think it's obvious I'll never be able to post about a real problem 
again, not under my own name.  What else it means, I'll decide that 
later.

Wow.