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Apr 11 02:46 UTC 1997

This is what I have to say to everyone, since everyone seems to think I
was scared by the pathetic threats and language..and a direct quote.."what
happened to our fearless megan, did she get scared and runaway with her tail
between her legs"-thanks Jim, but no.  What I did do was get away from
the immaturity and ridiculousness that is going on here.  I intend to keep
it that way.  I can not control individuals.  I can only come up with ideas
and see what people think.  I am not a mind reader, I am human, and I make
mistakes.  If Jim, you feel your ideas weren't listened to, I don't feel the
same because I tried to take in to account everyones thoughts.  I have never
been unfair or wrong. Like I had said before, what you put into something
is what you get out.  GrexOhio , in conference , is a place to share ideas
and thoughts, plan activities, on a place to discuss items of intrest we all
have/had in common amoung the-dare I say "group".  It is not a place to
settle personal arguments in a mean and demeaning way, for vulgar language
or total direspect for another persons feelings.  Considered no one called
me anytime before all this to express what I was doing was wrong, I don't feel
i should be attacked for simply trying to start a helpful cause and come
up with something fun to do.  If someone here thinks I will be deeply hurt
for the loss of this conference or group, I won't be.  This is not where my
life is centered.  it will be shame though, because as years go on, it would
have been a great way to keep in touch, see what everyone was doing, and
try to hang out once in awhile.  That is a loss in itself.  Everyone rememebr
when you keep moving on in your life that when you join a group of some sort,

or get a job, whatever you do, there is a proper way to express your ideas
and feelings.  Public humiliation is not one of them.  It has no class, and
shows only complete sings on immaturity.  In my last response I said what I
needed to without running my mouth like a 6th grader just learning their
cus words.  I am disappointed to think that I thought I knew good people, 
only to find I really never knew them at all.  Some of you are a bit more
bitter than others, and for no strong apparent reason, but whatever.  This
is not a battle.  I don't care.  it's your group of frinds that keeps argueing
with each otehr.  If you think I was scared of, or hurt, I'm not, and won't
be, I've just sat back to watch and see.  Careful who you choose for friends,

some people turn pretty quickly, and very unforgivingly.
Good Luck to all of you in whatever you do.  Comments welcome, assuming
someone
probably has an objection to this too. :)

response 2 of 111:

Apr 13 14:36 UTC 1997

Yeah you go girl.

response 4 of 111:

Apr 14 00:10 UTC 1997

You don't like it that much....why don't YOU get the fuck out of it?

response 6 of 111:

Apr 17 01:08 UTC 1997

*Smooch* *smooch*
<somebody is kissing someone's ass here...> Look, I know this is GrexOHIO,
and meant for people of our organization, but, it's not like it's restricted.
Craig can come here. Anyone cane come here. So, don't argue bout it.

response 8 of 111:

Apr 18 00:30 UTC 1997

First of all....Andy, IF you're talking to me, you can kiss MINE.....
Secondly, I also agree with andy and Megan...it's a GREX conf....avalible to
anybody...not just the Ohio-members..so....Blah!

response 10 of 111:

Apr 19 01:25 UTC 1997

*grin* Sorry to hear that in some ways Craig-but I bet *someone* is now a bit
red in the face!!hehe

response 12 of 111:

Apr 19 18:49 UTC 1997

<frosh snores>

response 14 of 111:

Apr 21 21:29 UTC 1997

You know what?  I haven't read this in a while.... and from what I have read
it looks like it's a good idea that I haven't!  Jim why in the hell are you
acting like such a dick? (Oh nevermind. I answered my own question.)  But just
for everyone else's sake, Jim isn't pissed at anyone that contributes to this
discussion, and people sure as hell embarrass him and piss him off, you just
gotta know the topic.  He knows what I'm talking about, and quite frankly I
think he's obsessed.  My father thinks I've cracked up and that I need help,
well I know people that are much worse off than me.  It scares me to see how
emotionally unstable some people are.  I'm not claiming I'm stable either,
hell I KNOW I'm crazy, my mood changes with the winds, but at least I realize
it.  Some people don't until it's too late and it consumes that persons life.
Megan is right, some of you are really acting immature (including me, I can
remember on more than one occation that I've had said something low about
someone on here)  but that's okay, we all make mistakes, but we should learn
from them, not let them keep happening.  This was setup to get to know some
other people in the Ohio area, but it's branched out and has become something
bigger.  Now, we have one of the "regulars" isn't even in Ohio, but it's okay
because his opinion on some stuff counts.  If you are in here to bitch and
complain, you are in the Wrong place.  If you are in here to discuss and meet
and learn about people from Ohio and other places, more power to you.  I've
had my say, go ahead some moron go ahead and tell me how much of a arrogent
bastard I am for saying this, for siding with a WOMAN for christs sakes...
well this woman is my friend, some one I admire for trying to coordinate the
bunch of us idiots.  I just want to say, Thanks Megan, thanks for putting up
with all of our crap.

response 16 of 111:

Apr 26 00:13 UTC 1997

blah blah blah thats all this is Blah

response 18 of 111:

Apr 27 22:24 UTC 1997

Well Keri, if you would return my phone calls I'd fill you in... (hint hint
=) )

response 20 of 111:

Apr 28 23:12 UTC 1997

Let me tell you how much I appriciated that Mike.  I was wondering how long
it would take until someone supported me, or if I was wrong who my
friends were.  Some people are still afraid to voice their opinion, and that's
fine.  So Mike, Sean and keri, thank you :)
Jim perhaps you could call me sometime and tell me what your real problem is?
Wouldn't that be different. i'm always willing to listen, in person. Angry
words don't run off real friends.  I wonder how many of those you'll be
able to find in your life.

response 22 of 111:

Apr 30 00:59 UTC 1997

Let's just leave Jim alone...k? He has his own set of problems...so does
everyone. It's just I know why he is mad. <frosh falls back asleep>]

response 24 of 111:

May 1 02:06 UTC 1997

<wonders in how many directions keri can stretch before she snaps>